-- Memories --

2006-12-02T21:45:00.000+08:00

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2006-10-14T13:11:00.000+08:00

ok, i havent been blogging for bout almost a month already.. well,this is die to several reasons.
1. I dont have internet access at home now!
2. I'm busy
3. I'm lazy
4. whatever other reasons u can think of =)
hmm, currently at toa payoh safra now.. surrounded by boys of my younger brother's age playing maple, counterstrike n whatever.. so it's like i'm the only gal here. sorta weird, and not to forget, NOISY! so i'm like listening to the songs on my phone now to block out the noise.. well, it's kinda boring lately.. nowhere to go, no mood to study.. i'm having my o level practical next thurs and it's like i have those 'i dont give a damn' attitude here.. haha, gone case.. guess i'm better off dead. lol.. just jokin.. really hope that o's are over now.. n i can be working, then enjoying myself at taiwan next year jan.. i miss frank! =( ok, anyway, not forgetting that it's eunice's and william's bdae today..happy birthday!! sian.. feel like singing kbox later.. but alone? nah.. nvm.. we'll see.. haiz, boring boring boring.. my life's so boring now.. argh.. forget it.. take it as if i'm talkin to myself... haha, gotta go.. i'm only using for an hr.. still have alot of stuff to do. tata!

2006-09-26T16:43:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Alicia! =) hmm, ok.. got back a few of my prelim papers so far.. haha, not good at all.. deproved alot.. probably it's because i'm slacking throughout the whole exam period. nvm, i already started some of my revision, especially maths.. n i'll work hard for my o's! hee. anyway, took class photos after sch yesterday.. well, only left with bout 13 more days to be with my class. sorta sad actually.. it's like we went through lotsa stuff together in these 2 years.. happiness, sadness, anger.. ya, whatever u can think of. we're probably the most well-known class in sch because of our nonsensical attitude.. haha. lotsa teachers had given up on us long ago. but that's what makes us special as a class. characteristics that other classes do not have.. although we might not be as united as other classes, but we've already improved so much from last year n we had a class gathering during july n it was so last minute, but everything turned out well. thanks 4E3! i really hope tat we will all keep in touch even after we graduate! everyone, jiayou for our o's! 4e3 rocks!! =D

2006-09-15T20:50:00.000+08:00

yes! the weekends are finally here! finally a short break after sitting for so many prelim papers this week.. left with bio paper, biochem paper 1 n poa paper 1 only.. hee.. then monday dont have to go sch cuz dont have my paper.. yeah =) haha, went to meet eunice after my poa today, cuz we agreed to go to the asian civilization museum together.. lol, i'm sure some of u might be thinking.. why museum? hmm, just found it interesting..n it's good to do some other things other than shopping once in awhile.. the museum was interesting.. had lots of artefacts n other stuff bout chinese, indonesia, thailand, s'pore, japan, india's history.. learnt quite abit.. hee, went to ps after tat for our lunch, or i would say tea break.. before proceeding to the national museum. haha, another museum.. we reached there, but only to find out that the galleries werent open yet. hmm, this sorta dampened our spirits.. but nvm, the person in charge told us tat we could go in n take a look at the new building.. it was really grand n beautiful.. spectacular. haha.. loved it.. hope it opens soon.. went to find km n sx at k box after tat for awhile n went home =)

2006-09-09T22:31:00.000+08:00

i love today! haha.. went to sing lunch with km and shuxian today.. we made reservations earlier, but there was some mistake when the kbox ppl recorded it.. but nvm, this was a blessing in disguise.. there were lotsa ppl at kbox today, so the smaller rooms were all fully occupied.. as a result, the manager got us a big room! and i mean real big! lol.. it's like 3 ppl singing in a room for 20 ppl.. haha, then we got 4 mics. 2 wireless n 2 with cords de.. shuang! lol.. so we used the wireless mics and walked, jumped.. whatever u can think of.. ard the big room! haha, we even stood on the tables and sang! keke, sorta crazy u see.. but it was fun.. the screen super big.. like holding mini concert like tat.. haha, we extended our package to the k happy package, and we got back the same room! hee, but we could only sing till 5pm and not 7pm cuz there were other ppl booking tat room. aniways, it was fun! hmm, went to stay on at tp hdb hub to watch the superstar audition with km.. sian lor.. the auditions werent held at the stage.. it was held at B1 in an enclosed area.. wth.. nvm, so we waited for an hr plus with eunice too cuz we happened to meet her.. haha, wont be fooled by them again.. oh ya, the security guard was gd looking! hee.. went back home after tat.. and tmr will be a much hated day.. cuz it's the end of hols, and that means i got to study for prelims as mon is prelims, can i must wake up early the next day.. hai.. =(

2006-09-02T01:04:00.000+08:00

AH!!!! I WANT TO KILL MY PHONE! my gosh! my phone auto-deleted ALL my photos!!! wth!!! i seriously had no idea what happened to my phone.. all the photos tat we just took at east coast just now are gone! gosh.. i feel so fed up n pissed now! and at the same time super sad.. haiz.. why? why did this happen????????? oh my.. i have no mood to blog le.. need time to calm down and relax.. =(

2006-08-30T16:08:00.000+08:00

yea! dont have to go school today! haha, cuz the school is having chinese prelims today.. then i not retaking ma, so dont have to go.. but woke up early today also.. bout 8 plus.. cuz got to pass janet the stuff that i drew for teacher's day decorations.. hmm, cant join the aces workout with the sch tmr cuz got tostay back n decorate the hall.. sians. confirm miss out alot of fun de! cuz there'll be jokers in my class that will entertain us throughout the whole workout n the neighbourhood walk.. hmm, nvm.. no choice.. who ask me to be a prefect.. anyways, accompanied km to sembawang to replace her ez link cuz she lost it, then ate at cavana at sun plaza.. wow.. their laksa is delicious! yum, yum! super big bowl, then got fishcake, tau pok, egg, beansprouts n chicken! hee, sinful dish though =P went to j8 after tat cuz km wanted to buy the op shorts, then we bought a watch for ms chang for teacher's day gift.. it's red in colour, with a cute cow design. hee, hope she likes it.. hmm, havent thought of what to get for mr teo yet.. sian, always have problem when deciding what to buy for guys.. how i wish mr teo was a female teacher.. things would be so much easier! LOL! jus jokin.. will probably get him a mug or some tidbits of some sort... ok, that's bout it.. bbye!~

2006-08-27T14:31:00.000+08:00

yesterday wasnt going so well for all of us.. can be considered an unlucky day ba.. i spent 12 hours, from 11am-11pm walking in my new 3 inch high heels.. guess i'm mad.. i just wanted to 'show off' my heels for awhile actually.. but i didnt noe that i would be walking in it for so long..so i ended up with scars n blisters on my left foot.. hmm, nvm.. feeling so much better now.. will seldom wear that pair of heels out again, except for special occasions.. well, bought a pair of denim shorts at bugis yesterday.. been wanting a pair of that for real long le.. n i would be able to wear it on next fri to east coast for fy's birthday le. hmm, went heerens with shuxian n km yesterday nite for dinner, then went to take neoprints.. but that's when the unlucky stuff happened.. km's handbag was stolen while we were decorating the neoprints.. n we had no idea who did it.. hp, wallet, ic, ez link, atm card.. everything was inside.. gosh.. hope she doesnt feel that sad now..well, we went to report at the heerens customer service center first, then went to make a police report to replace the lost items.. hmm, yup.. that's bout all the stuff that we did yesterday.. decided to stay at home n rest today cuz i seriously dont feel like walking long distances again.. my leg aches! =(

2006-08-23T19:43:00.000+08:00

the prelims are drawing nearer and nearer.. gosh! and i've not started preparing! going to have my first paper, and that's eng on this coming fri.. hope that everything would be ok.. and i will not have a stomachache halfway during the paper like what happened during mid year.. n gosh.. i'm going to be stuck in that super cramped hall for as long as the prelims last.. might suffer from dehydration when i'm taking the exams, so i better hydrate myself before, during and after the exams =). anyway, lessons were real boring for these few days as usual.. supplementary lessons after supplementary lessons.. going to go mad soon.. yup, bout the maths mock exam that i took last week, ms tan told us that only 10 ppl passed from our class! hmm, i'm sure that i'm NOT among the 10 cuz i suck at maths. what to do? been practicing n practicing nowadays.. but i'm still really afraid of failing maths during o's! haiz, why is MOE doing this to us!! why we cant get into poly courses if we fail maths!! WHY!!!!!! haiz, i better calm down.. studies and studies and studies.. no form of entertainment.. even if there is, i got no money to spend on entertainment.. sians.. i really want to graduate now and get a job after my o's to keep myself alive.. haha. i want to save up for my taiwan trip next yr... i MUST go!! i want to visit my fren there and experience a different lifestyle for my 2 weeks there. s'pore's driving me crazy! anyway, i better stop blogging now or not i'll turn crazy very soon. hahaha.. no la, i got to go cuz i need to have my dinner.. will blog again soooon... ciao!

2006-08-19T15:08:00.001+08:00

it had been a real tiring and stressful week for me.. had maths mock exam paper 1 on mon after sch, and mock exam paper 2 on tues after sch.. and then had english o levels oral on wed, and i still got to stay back for fnn lessons after tat.. luckily the topic that i got for oral on wed was rather simple.. it's bout travelling.. got lots to say bout photo intepretation so the examiners didnt asked me any anything.. the conversation part was not bad too. =) hmm, had extra lessons on thurs too.. and finally, i could relax yesterday.. went to meet km at dhoby ghaut station at bout 4 plus yesterday.. haha, it so happened that we were taking the same train.. went to cathay to catch click. great movie! well, but i had a ver suay day yesterday.. got hit in class because of some lame jokes.. haha.. then the strap of my heel broke when i was walking to cathay.. felt real upset at first. i loved that shoe! but nvm.. beared with it for the whole day. was still able to walk in it.. went to heerens for dinner after tat, then went to take neos. hee, hopefully i can get the neos scanned so that i can put it up here.. yup, that's bout yesterday.. went out for lunch with my dad just now, ate pasta.. tasted not bad.. but i prefer my bro's chicken cutlet.. hee.. not sure if i want to go out later.. feel like going bugis to shop.. but i'm lazy and i cant find anyone to go out with me.. nvm, we'll see how later.. =D

2006-08-19T15:08:00.000+08:00

2006-08-11T16:18:00.000+08:00

sian.. the holidays are over and i gotta wake up early for sch everyday again. hmm, lessons were alright today.. time was passing very fast.. miss ang asked us to bring our fnn file today, but she was on MC this morning.. haha, but no choice, she gave us work to do.. so we cant slack.. did the 2001 fnn o level paper.. the essay part was hard.. didnt really understood what it meant. anyway, had NE uiz at the com lab after tat.. real fun.. we were like competing who got the most assets in the end.. lol.. played 2 times, and my highest score was getting $576000 worth of assets.. hee, and my titile is 'expert builder'. lol.. oh ya, chinese o level results were out today.. i'm like anticipating for the results to come out, but on the other hand afraid that i would not do well.. but i'm real happy to say that my efforts had not been wasted cuz i scored an a1! =D haha, if only i could a1s for every other subject.. hmm, very impossible.. cuz i dont even think that i can get a c6 for maths.. stressed. having maths mock exam and eng o level oral next week.. super nervous. yup, did something very guilty today.. i thought tat my fren got a1 too, so i went over to like congratulate her.. budden she told me tat she got a2, not 1.. but i thought that i saw her getting 1.. really very paiseh.. i'm like making her sad cuz she really aimed for an a1.. really very sorry.. hope tat u wont take it to heart.. hmm, anyway, went to kfc for lunch with my frens after tat, and went home to wash clothes...

2006-08-10T00:44:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday Singapore! oh ya, not forgetting it's cicillia's birthday today too! anyway, went to sentosa in the afternoon with eunice, ruiming, hengwan and evelyn.. hee. brought food over to eat.. sorta like a picnic, but it wasnt really a picnic.. LOL. yup.. took photos there, played with water, suntan.. bla bla bla. haha.. and there was a cheerleading team there practicing their stunts. real nice! hee, went to plaza sing with ruiming after that to meet aaron.. havent seen him for half a year le.. missed him.. haha.. went to foodcourt to eat, chat for awhile, then headed to esplanade.. met kaijun, clement, hongwei, junlong, meihua, kaijie and one of their frens there. thought that there would be fireworks.. but there wasnt in the end. sad.. so walked for awhile, then took bus 56 with ruiming to go home.. Zzzzz...

2006-08-08T23:54:00.000+08:00

BOO! haha, so sorry for not being able to blog these few days.. internet system's down. anyway, we had learning fest on mon which = no lessons in sch! haha, did yoga in sch for the 1st activity and it was great! nice experience that I had.. went to the bio lab after tat to help ms chang in her 'human anatomy' station.. was in charge of explaining the human skeleton.. had fun playing with the skeleton. LOL.. dissection of rabbits and frogs were going on in the next bio lab and it was a real disgusting site. it's like the rabbit's heart was still beating when they cut it open. gross.. cant stand it.. didnt stay there long.. well, overall, this is how i spent my monday in sch.. as for today, we had national day celebrations in sch.. so sad. we cant wear red and white like what other sch does.. but nvm, we had fun anyway =) there was inter-class floorball match this morning, but unfortunately, our class didnt win. but it's alright, it's ok.. we'll still love you anyway! =D haha. the concert was alright.. and know what? miss ang sang solo! was rather sudden actually.. there was absolutely no news about her singing solo.. sounded not bad actually. hmm, ended sch at ard 11am, and went home to wash up.. met eunice at 1pm, and we went shopping! bought one halter top and one tube top from FOX cuz they were having a sale.. nice! hmm.. *yawns* getting tired already, will blog tmr again! oh ya, and happy birthday singapore! =D

2006-07-28T23:45:00.000+08:00

this is a personality test that I did from a website, and these are my results. i can say that they are accurate. so, if you have time, go try this test out! the webbie is: www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your view on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2006-07-28T23:09:00.000+08:00

yeah! the weekends are here! hee, been real tired of sch these few days.. can finally take a break and sleep longer during the weekends. my eye bags are getting heavier each day, need to get eye masks soon. haha. school was fine today.. not much of lessons.. and mr goh's lessons was still alright.. didnt fall asleep today n tat's gd. =D i've beena good girl today! LOL. went to meet jason at j8 after sch to get the invitation cards from him, then went to the coffee shop to eat tomyum with my frens. yummy! went mini toons to get a present for my mum, cuz her birthday is tmr.. lotsa ppl's birthdays fall on tmr. (my mum, jason huang, weiliang and darrel) what an auspicious day.. haha! will be celebrating with my mum tmr first, then go down uan, then rush down to jason's party.. i'll have a busy day tmr.. full of celebrations. hmm, went to meet ruiming just now for dinner.. and shun bian pass me his calculator cuz i lost mine.. haven't seen him for awhile, but he's still as crappy as ever.. lol. he'll never change.. anyway, i'll be creating another blog soon, but it's not for blogging, i'm going to sell my stuff there.. so pls go take a look when it's ready =D. i'll be selling tops and bottoms (mostly skirts), bags and some accessories when everything's ready. prices will be ard $5-$15.. dont think there'll be anything more than $15.. so pls support me! =D

2006-07-27T18:36:00.000+08:00

[-Racial Harmony Day-]
our forever 'young' and 'handsome' teacher is trying to match his height with us. -_-''
memories in Guangyang....
alicia, me and kaamun at the sch canteen.
LOL.
alicia and me
eunice and me
look at grace!
[-Jurong swimming complex-]

2006-07-27T18:28:00.000+08:00

mr goh didnt come to sch today! yea! LOL. how can i be like tat.. i should feel sad to miss poa lessons. haha, no way. =P was so tired after attending lessons today.. luckily mr goh didnt come, or not i'll surely fall asleep.. anyway, we started our day with social studies. and ended with social studies.. goodness. how boring.. oh ya, me, grace, km and alicia went late to social studies supplementary on purpose. we reached at 3.05pm, when it started at 2.50pm.. then mdm yong was kicking up such a big fuss, and she went to the office to call our parents. haha.. so lame. the sch cant contact my mum anyway.. cuz she changed her number n i didnt update it with the sch. LOL. but so what if she called.. mum wont mind anyway. =D hmm, went j8 after lessons with km cuz she wanted to get a myron a present.. bought a glass for him.. then i went ntuc to buy bread home.. going to make sandwiches later, and bring to sch tmr for recess. hee.. saving money.. anyway, happy 16th birthday myron! haha, bought him one whole box of giant pocky for him to munch on in class! =D

2006-07-25T18:42:00.000+08:00

i dread going to sch. =(.. feeling so lethargic in sch nowadays.. dont know why.. anyway, going to sch today = to not going to sch.. i just basically attended one poa lesson. tat's all. cuz lotsa teachers were on course today n we had many free periods! haha, but we're not going to be so lucky tmr.. going to have supplementary lessons till 5.10pm. boring..... oh ya, forgot to mention that junyi injured his leg during a tournament. poor thing.. he cant walk properly now.. hope he recovers soon! nvm,let's talk bout something fun! =D hee, went to jurong swimming complex with grace, alicia and eunice on sunday. wee!~ lol.. havent been there for so long.. and ya, km pang seh us! she was the one that wanted to go all along, but when i suggested it, she said she didnt want to go. CRAP! haha. anyways, we had fun at the lazy river.. and some emberassing moments too. well, i was closing my eyess while lying on the float, then when i stretched my hand out, i accidentaly touched an indian man's thigh. gosh! super paiseh lor.. then i hurried and floated away.. haha, and another one was when i wanted to get out of the 'river', i took out my float, put it behind me, and accidentaly knocked the float onto an indian man's head.. haha.. couldnt be more emberassed then. stopped playing at ard 3 plus, then we girls went to the washroom and take pics! hee. no trip is ever complete without photos =D and our next upcoming trip is to sentosa! but date is to be confirmed. this time round, km must go! no more silly excuses. LOL. went to eat chicken rice after swimming. and there's only one word tat i wanna say.. DELICIOUS! haha, and it's so affordable.. $1.50 per plate.. hope tat we'll have this kind of stall near my sch. yup, gotta go.. looking forward to the sentosa trip!~

2006-07-14T22:31:00.000+08:00

i was late for school today! gosh.. it was my first time waking up late and still insisting to go to school. haha, i would normally just skip sch if i woke up late =X. haha.. but today was different cuz i needed to attend fnn lessons as they were important and i promised to accompany my frens to watch movie after sch. well, woke up at 7.05.. and reached sch at ard 7.40 plus i think. got to write 300 words essay on 'why am i late for sch' how dumb. LOL. but i managed to finish it fast enough.. so didnt miss much of fnn lessons. oh ya, another stupid thing tat happened today was that i left my coursewrok diskette in the computer and i forgot to take it out. gosh.. luckily there was another teacher using the com lab during recess, so i could go in n retrieve my diskette. thank god that it wasnt missing cuz these ocnsist of my o level marks for fnn. anyway, went to watch 'pirates of the carribean' with kaijun, darrel, grace and eunice after sch today. haha. can you believe it??? i'm actually going out with kaijun! someone that i've been bickering with for 3 plus years. haha.. but the movie was awesome! hoped that the movie would never end. lol. i loved it! and not to mention, i love johnny depp too! haha.. anyway, for those of you who are watching, remember to stay after the credits. there's a short clip behind. hee. =D yup, and there's something that i need to announce to my class: 4E3 came in first during the road relay today!! yipee! so proud of myron, junyi, chhitij and alexander! great runners!

2006-07-13T20:19:00.000+08:00

i'm trying my best to forget. forgetting all the memories that we had. trying hard to forget you. your photo is no longer in my wallet. and i'm erasing you off my heart. this is something that i'll promise myself.. i'll try my very best to not think of you, and all the memories that we shared. all these months of waiting had come to nothing.. perhaps i shouldnt like u from the start. find that i'm rather silly. just hope that you'll be fine in everything that you do.

2006-07-11T17:05:00.000+08:00

school's alright so far.. lessons after lessons.. going to bore to death soon. haha. didnt go sch yesterday cuz i couldnt wake up. lol.. and it's not because of world cup. didnt watch it anyway.. but was glad that italy won! hee. anyway, lessons were alright today, just that there's lots of work to do.. but i finished everything already. hmm, except finishing up the geog paper which i dont plan to do and havent revise for geog test yet.. will do that later.. been guessing who's that 'guess' fella that had tagged my blog.. but there's one thing that i know for sure. he/she is an ill-bred fella, and i'm sure that his/her parents had not taught him/her well. the words that he/she said just showed how loathsome his/her character is. oh, whatever.. he/she is not worth my time for me to think over.. get lost guess. get back to where you belong.. the ugly and unwanted world.

2006-07-09T22:28:00.000+08:00

sort of feeling down these few days because of something, or should i say someone. whatever. been trying real hard to not think of that particular person, but i just couldnt do it. This is how I feel now...

I thought you were my fairytale, a dream when i'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star, thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
that I confused my feelings with the truth
when there was me and you.

Now I know you're not a fairytale
and dreams were meant for sleeping
and wishes on a star, just dont come true
cause now even i tell that i confused my feelings with the truth
cause i liked the view, when there was me and you.

2006-07-07T22:39:00.000+08:00

my blog had been stagnant for a week, but here i am, back blogging again! haha, fine. i'm lame. =P anyway, there's something that i MUST tell all of you.. MY CLASS HAD AN OUTING AT EAST COAST LAST SAT! and it was like organised so last minute.. we came out with the idea of an outing on last wed, and tada! the class outing happened!was so afraid that things wont get going in the 1st place.. anyway,lotsa teachers were shocked when they heard tat cuz my class is super not united since last yr.. lol.. but i'm proud to say that we're really united now, unlike last time when we had doubts against each other n stuff.. not wanting to get to noe each other more.. real glad that i'm in 4E3.. love you guys! anyway, a few of us, including me, stayed overnite that day n we all had an enjoyable night out together.. haha.. but actually we were basically walking ard in circles ard marine parade.. lol. had our supper at the 7-11 which is at one of the estates.. n walked back to east coast at ard 5am or so.. really enjoyed everyone's company.. kai jun isnt so bad after all. lol. it's like we've been bickering with each other ever since sec1.. haha, really miss those days. yup, went home at ard 10 plus am cuz got to wait for the bike shop to open then can return the bike.. took cab back with grace n others home.. lol.. me n grace took the super huge cab back home in the end.. it's those where u normally see in the airport.. the 7 seater one.. real comfortable.. keke.. to sum it all up, 4E3, YOU ARE THE BEST!

2006-07-01T23:23:00.000+08:00

ONE WEEK HAD FINALLY PASSED! school lessons are really very boring.. we got scoldings from 4 teachers on the first day of sch.. lol.. what a nice class.. well done 4E3! hahaha.. just simply love my class =P well, so stressed up with maths hw this week.. lotsa them.. ms tan giving like nobody's business.. gosh.. havent started doing bpss paper one n revision ws yet.. nvm, will do on monday.. went to the indoor stadium yesterday for the fire conference 2006.. the pastor's words were impacting, but the crowd was so silent.. perhaps it's because yesterday was an adult service n not youth service.. that's why it seems more formal.. anyway, it ended at ard 11.. n yuying's dad sent me home.. reached home at ard 12 plus.. tiring. went to turf city's giant with yuying, her bf, clement, homgwei, kai jun, chhitij and his fren today to buy the bb food for our class bb tmr. hee.. glad that our class is finally united. LOL. anyway, bought stuff worth up to $117.. haha.. lotsa things.. so we split them up n brought the food home.. so excited.. waiting for tmr! hee.. noticed why i cant type a letter after 'bb'.. that's beacuse that letter button is spoilt.. =D

2006-06-22T22:35:00.000+08:00

WHY DIDNT JANSON TAY GET ANOTHER CHANCE TO FIGHT FOR THE TOP 12 IN SINGAPORE IDOL!! was hoping that he could get in! well, some of my friends do know why i want him to get in... but i think that he sings well too n he got that idol look wad.. haiz.. the judges doesnt know how to appreciate him.. nvm.. anyway, went to party world ktv with my bro todae.. hee, sang alot of songs.. but i still think that i can sing more! haha.. spent 30 bucks on ktv today cuz i treated my bro too.. *broke* took cab down also.. approx $8.. tian ah! no money le! all because my bro would only pei me go if we took a cab down. LOL.. forget it.. will spend less when i get my allowance.. hmm, nth much happened today actually.. woke up, went ktv, come back home, watch tv then cook maggi mee for dinner. haha, i'm eating alot of instant noodles lately.. should stop the habit.. need someone to help me deliver dinner. haha, just joking =)

2006-06-17T01:12:00.000+08:00

HEY! I'm back from my prefect camp in malaysia le! went to kuantan and malacca during the trip.. it was super duper fun!!! much like a relaxing holiday than a camp! haha.. anyway, got lotsa scars, injurys n mozzie bites despite the fun that we had.. most of it was due to the day when we had to do obstacle courses in the jungle..

DAY ONE (11.06.06)
woke up at ard 5.30am in the morning cuz we got to reach sch at about 6.15am as the coach was leaving at 6.30am. well, was sorta tired n didnt have much interest in the camp at first cuz i was only looking forward to the hotel stay.. haha.. we will be staying at 2 hotels n both are 5 stars de! hee. =) anyway, took the coach for 9 hrs n my butt was super pain.. LOL. anyway, did batik painting n watched a monkey show at cherating which is part of kuantan i think.. haha, i like my batik. keke.. proceed for dinner after tat, and we went to watch the fireflies.. they were beautiful!! looked like christmas lightings on the trees in the jungle.. keke. very nice scene.. arrived at the hotel (IMPIANA CHERATING) or should i say beach resort at ard 10 plus at nite.. hmm, the resort was comfortable.. loved the beds. hee.. but there were lizards n insects ard as it was near the beach n stuff.. haha, my room started playing lotsa prank calls to other rooms n even to the room which our tour leader stayed... haha.. i came out with the idea of telling him that he struck lottery n so on.. while the others came out with the wake up n go toilet thing.. lol.. had a real good laugh! haha, we started the trend of prank calls, and not long after, almost every room was playing it! keke..

DAY TWO (12.06.06)
woke up at about 6.45am n all of us were prepared for a real tiring day! ate the hotel buffet breakfast n it was delicious! haha, went to the agriculture park which was linked to the jungle after tat.. did abseiling there.. it was real scary.. as in the climbing up part.. the whole abseiling thing was 4 storey high n we got to climb up this metal sturucture tat was against a tall tree. was shivering when i climbed it cuz i didnt have much strength.. really wanted to cry when i was climbing.. felt like giving up.. but i didnt n eventually reached the top.. it wasnt scary when i reached the top n came down cuz it was alright.. had muscle aches after that.. the arms area.. well, went on to do the obstacle courses that were in the jungle.. like crossing the muddy river n stuff. hated this obstacle: we were supposed to climb up this rope net n sit on the metal bar which was approx. 1 storey high.. then there were 2 ropes infront of u n we were supposed to lie down like super man with our legs like frogs.. something like tat, then we got to use the strength of our arms n pull ourselves down.. imagine.. we were one story high, and it was a muddy river down there!! i screamed before i did the superman pose.. real afraid that i would fall down.. halfway through, i lost my balance n plop! i landed in the muddy pool.. haha, felt so cooling when i was in mud.. my leg was stuck in the soft mud n i had to crawl out of it.. my whole body was filled with mud! lol... anyway, there was one advantage of being covered in mud.. no mozzies will bite u! keke. but it was disgusting la.. haha.. had lots of rope abrasions at my arm area due to this obstacle.. nvm, had river crossing after tat n i loved it! very cooling.. ate lunch n then went to the mega mall to do shopping! keke. bought 3 tops in total.. one was RM19.90 and the other 2 were RM7 each.. very nice. from radioactive n FOS. headed back to the hotel, took lotsa photos, and continued with pranks! =)

DAY THREE (13.06.06)
had telematch games at the beach on the morning, and guess what? my team won! keke.. anyway, got to leave kuantan n head for malacca after tat. so we sat on the coach for hours again.. haha.. butt pain! LOL. did amazing race at malacca, where we had to find out answers about the christ church, st paul's church n the a famousa.. the various tourists attractions there.. they were beautiful.. very nice structures. =) well, answered most of them correctly! hee. headed on to parkson mall for another round of shopping! hahaha.. this time round, bought a pair of black heels for RM19.90, a halter top from FOS for RM19.90 and some other stuff.. hee.. loved them. LOL. went for dinner after tat n checked in to another hotel.. it was called hotel e uatorial.. this is a hotel that we would really call 5 stars! haha, it was grand n simply beautiful! keke. our room was on the 10th floor n we went ard the hotel to take photos after bathing.. took lotsa them n we even took with our tour leader called CY.. haha, he's terrible.. got 2 points for his o levels!! came from RI and RJC.. 21 this year, waiting to go UK to study medicine.. wants to be a doctor.. LOL.. anyway, he'a a nice guy to crap with! keke.. n he keeps on calling me act cute gong zu.. wad the.. i where got act.. i'm naturally cute! =X hahaha. went to the hotel's outdoor cafe n had drinks there.. as in non-alchoholic drinks.. lol. ordered a cup of cafe latte n it cost RM9.. taste nice. watched abit of soccer on the big screen tv there with the ang-mohs too.. haha. nice atmosphere! went up to the hotel n rest later.. km slept at 12 plus am, then shuxian n alicia went to yue sheng's room to play tai-di.. dont noe how to play, so i stayed in the room, eating cup noodles n watching tv on my own.. LOL.. but it was relaxing =) eventually, i fell asleep at 2 plus am...

DAY FOUR (14.06.06)
SOB ='(... it was the last day of the camp! really didnt wanna leave that paradise.. haiz.. anyway, hotel breakfast was great! loved the food.. even better than impiana's! haha, went up to the swimming pool n grabbed the last chance to take photos with this paradise! LOL. the swimming pool was so nice! felt so relaxed when i reached there. yup, took photos n off i went down to the lobby to get ready to take the coach to visit the different plantations. gosh! got lotsa mozzie bites there despite spraying insect repellant n sticking mozzie patch! guess my blood's too sweet! LOL. visited rubber n oil palm plantation n another plantation which had a variety of fruits n plants.. ate lotsa leaves n ate the cocoa plant fruit.. haha.. the leaves had abit of longan taste.. experienced playing traditional tops too, n saw how gula melaka (brown sugar) was made.. the manufacturing process looked disgusting.. haha.. but the sugar was real sweet n nice to eat =) well, it was time to depart lovely malaysia, n back to where i belong - s'pore... haha, played zhong ji mi ma on the bus, n told lotsa lame jokes to each other, especially for our tour leader cy to gues.. lol.. enjoyed each other's company during this camp! it wouldnt be so fun without u guys! i'm sad that it'll be the last prefect camp that i'll attend as it's my last year in sch.. will miss n continue to love all of u which had made this camp enjoyable! muack! =)

2006-06-06T22:25:00.000+08:00

US! at marina bay station =) *can u spot me?*

this is such a small bowl n joel filled it with lots of mushroom.. causing me to have this sickness call mushroom-phobia! haha.. it's like i'm eating mushrooms non stop cuz he's adding it non-stop!

On the mrt! look at joel's big head! haha. =P
haha. i'm no longer failing para! in fact, i'm getting 100% for all 5 stages! =)
[Joel and me]
Durian Ice cream!
cheese! me n eunice eating at chong pang! =)

haha, this photo is weird! we were actually dancing.. n i dont know y this happened.. hee.. both of us look ugly in this photo!

2006-06-06T21:48:00.000+08:00

it's been some time since i blog. sorta busy nowadaes..tat's why didnt blog.. haha, have lots of things to say! but dunno where to start.. lol.. let's start from the blogskin. shuxian created it for me last fri when i stayed over at her hse with km.slept at 3.45am tat day. love this skin! thanks! btw, about the details on my blog on my comcard.. haha, i'll ask shuxian to get it covered.. lol. find it weird too. anyway, going to upload some photos later on my steamboat trip with my frens. forgot when i went le. real crazy tat day.. dancing in the mrt n at the station n outside the marina bay arcade.. haha. mad! lol.. but it was real fun =) anyway, there are lotsa video clips of us too. but i have no idea how to upload them.. so we'll wait till i know how to upload them! hee. sorta boring these few days.. cuz it's sch n sch n sch. skipped a few days cuz i woke up late. lol.. this is so not a holiday! having my fnn practical exam tmr.. quite worried that i cant get things done.. or my food will taste bad.. gosh, so not prepared for it. hmm, oh ya.. there's something else that i want to say.. attended dance lesson 2 weeks ago at uan. haha, loved the class! the instructor's awesome n the dance routine was great! hee.. the instructor is this guy called yutaki n he's good looking + he dances real well! lol.. just basically love his lesson. anyway, got to go.. *wish me gd luck for tmr's practical exam!* bye! =)

2006-05-25T18:55:00.000+08:00

yes! it's the last day of intensive chinese programme tmr! hee, it'll be the last day to face those ppl in class.. dont like some of them.. but i'm quite sad too.. cuz it's like the last time that mr teo will be teaching us.. he's really a great teacher.. someone who'll make us laugh, and someone tat's super thick skinned! haha, will miss the days where he taught me for 3 years.. hmm, chinese o levels are on next monday n i'm super not prepared for it.. real afraid that i cant get my a1 for chinese.. the worst is what if i cant even get an a2.. i'll really be letting myself n my teacher down.. it's like i got top in level for chi last yr, and i didnt did as well during this mid yr for chi.. 0.2 marks to obtain an a1.. anyway, got 2nd in class for mid yr exams.. haha, thought that i would only be top 5 but not top3.. lol.. cuz i seriously slacked alot during this mid yr.. hope to get an aggregate of 10 for L1R4 for o's.. my aim is: a2 for eng, a1 for chi, a1 for science, b4 for maths, a1 for poa, a2 for fnn and a2 for combined humans. will work hard to achieve these goals!

2006-05-22T18:33:00.000+08:00

school is soo boring! gosh.. intensive chinese for this whole week. going crazy soon! still got to present some chinese stuff infront of the class tmr.. scared i say wrongly then very paiseh.. haha, anyway.. i really dislike someone.. he's so irritating.. told him that i'm really busy nowadays and he still wants to meet me.. then keep on act innocent like tat.. disgusting.. hmm, went to j8 with alicia after school for lunch.. ate yoshi. hee, then walked about doing nothing.. haha, i'll sure miss the days when 4 of us eat recess together after i graduate.. hai, hope that all of us will keep in touch after o's!

2006-05-21T01:11:00.000+08:00

well, guess i'm a failure in everything that i do.. i mean not in terms of school work, but some other stuff that i joined.. i felt so cheated.. it's like the outcomes and what they told me were sooo different. cant believe their tastes are so weird. forget it. anyway, to koh bin: thanks for the wonderful dinner and chocolates! ate till super full.. hee. =) oh ya.. not forgetting this.. to kai jun: get lost.. i dont need ppl like u in my life! save your comments to yourself.. if i'm really a failure, i guess you're hopeless.

2006-05-14T23:25:00.000+08:00

happy mother's day! hee. love my mum =) met up with eunice n evelyn in the morning to go sing karaoke. haha.. the k lunch thing.. quite fun.. but there was this staff there whose attitude sucks.. cant stand her.. nvm.. shall not let her spil my mood.. haha.. went to ntuc after tat to buy ingredients for cooking spaghetti for dinner.. decided to cook a meal for my mum.. keke.. it's been quite a while since i cooked spaghetti.. well, it tasted delicious.. haha.. spaghetti with mushroom soup and chicken wings.. keke. glad that my mum liked it.. oh ya.. went to the arcade today again.. wanted to play the drums.. but some kids were clinging onto that machine.. so nvm, decided to let them play n i went to dance para para.. lol.. that's one dance that i cannot dance! i can dance all sorts od dance except para.. made myself so emberassed today. haha.. it started out fine.. where i got bout 80%.. n later on in the next stage, i got 2% only.. haha, real paiseh.. luckily there wasnt realy anyone at the arcade.. keke.. i'm not cut out for para.. LOL. i feel like going to the arcade again tmr.. haha, guess i'm mad. sorta addicted.. but well, dont think i'll go cuz 1st, i have no time. 2nd, i have no money.. haha. =)

2006-05-14T02:10:00.000+08:00

it's 2.10am now.. sitting infront of my com.. looking through friendster, doing nothing.. guess i'm mad. why am i not slping? no idea.. i'm tired.. but i just cant get to slp.. thinking of lots of stuff. sighs.. maybe that's why i'm getting more n more white hair everyday..

2006-05-14T01:25:00.000+08:00

dad brought me n my bro to delifrance for lunch today.. yum yum. hee, the musroom soup was delicious.. loved it.. asked dad to drive me to mohammed sultan road after tat cuz i needed to go to m5 concept to register for a modelling competition.. auditions are at the end of this month.. hope that it wont clash with my chinese o levels which is on the 29th may. hope that i can get it =) went down to town after that to get a present for mother's day. went to cine in the end n bought a piglet cup n a piglet keychain.. my mum loves piglet.. haha.. met eunice during the evening n went to the arcade to play drums.. lol.. it's been a long time since i stepped into an arcade.. well, feel like playing the drums tmr again.. keke. *addicted*.. met ruiming n shaowei at town after meeting eunice for dinner.. haha.. been awhile since i've seen shaowei.. still as cute.. LOL. anyway, been feeling sorta down lately.. only my closer frens know why i'm exactly down. well, think i'm dumb sometimes.. perhaps i've liked the wrong person.. i always do.. no idea why.. i always cant end up with the one that i really liked.. it's like i liked them for at least a year or more, n end up not being with them. i dont dare to tell them how i feel.. yes, i'm like a timid mouse.. timid valarie.. haiz, hope that i can enter the competition n keep myself real busy n i wont have so much time to think bout this issue.. dont like to think about it.

2006-05-08T18:38:00.000+08:00

maths paper 2 was real hard today.. couldnt understand the questions that came out.. hmm, but i did attempt almost all the questions, hoping that i could get some working marks here and there.. finished the paper at 10.15 and rest for 15 mins before the time is up.. lots of people couldnt finish the paper in time.. so i guess i'm going to flunk maths since i did it so fast.. LOL. anyway, bio paper was fine.. confident of getting at least an A2. hee =) went to bugis alone after eating lunch to go for a walk.. ate cup corn there and the spoon got blown away by the wind when i havent even finished half of it.. no choice, got to pour the corn into my mouth.. haha. went to the national library to read magazines and find some chinese storybooks.. borrowed a chinese book called 'lovepost' as usual.. love drawing the characters in the book. hee.. had a chocolate scone, an apple danish and water from the national library as my teabreak.. bought those at four leaves bakery.. love the bread made there.. it tastes so different from the ones at breadtalk.. went around bugis to find the bustop which had bus no. 56 to get home.. forgot where the bus stop was.. so i ended up walking ard.. walked pass nafa and found a bus stop with 56 there.. took the bus n got home.. glad that there isnt any paper tmr.. so can rest at home! hee.. all the best to those taking physics tmr!

2006-05-07T17:08:00.000+08:00

currently in the midst of exams now.. so nothing much to blog about actually.. it's been the same routine everyday.. wake up, go to school, take exams, eat, go home, nap, study, sleep, wake up.. bla bla bla.. n it goes on again.. sick of this routine! nvm, just got to persevere for another 3 days and no more exams! haha.. but something worst is going to take place after tat.. intensive chinese lessons everyday! argh.. going crazy soon.. n after tat, i'm going to have a science camp for 2 days.. n back to school for lessons during the holidays.. it'll end on 7 june.. haiz.. holidays are gone.. sec4 life is so stressful.. go to bear with it no matter what.. sian.. just finished studying biology.. brain's going to explode soon.. what pulmonary artery, pulmonary vein, hepatic portal vein, arterioles, venules.. etc etc.. must get a1 for tmr's paper! or not will be letting myself n my teacher down! stressed! =(

2006-04-27T17:42:00.000+08:00

(72% like Jessica Alba)
(75% like Tyra Banks)

hey! came back to blog! haha, cuz i got this nice web from my friend's blog.. and u could check it out if you're free! http://www.myheritage.com/FP/Company/tryFaceRecognition.php?s=1&u=g0&lang=EN&database=1

well, u can find out which celebrity do u look like by posting your photo n the web.. n it will analyse your photo to see which celebrity do u resemble! haha.. quite funny at times actually.. tried it just now n they said i look 65 % like jesse mccartney! hello? i'm a girl, not a guy! haha.. anyway, above are the photos of the celebrities that i looked like after the web had helped me analyse my photo. hee. =)

2006-04-27T16:56:00.000+08:00

got totally drenched in the rain when i was on my way to school today.. didnt know it was raining so heavily when i left my house.. so i didnt bring any umbrella.. wanted to go back home to take an umbrella when i reached the 1st floor.. but my bro wanted to hurry to school.. so no choice, we walked in the rain.. it was as if i just had a shower when i entered the school.. felt so chilly.. went up to the 4th floor toilet n dried my hair with the hand dryer.. felt so terrible then.. dont like walking in the rain.. went to class after tat n started a whole day of lessons.. well, class was quite alright today.. bio, chi, poa, eng n fnn.. not much of irritating subjects. hee.. loved bio class cuz i like the subject n the teacher! ms chang's great! hmm, though lessons may be a bit boring at times when we go through the tys.. hee. went to the hall at 1.45 to check our seating arrangements for tmr's exam.. lol.. i'm having an exam tmr n i'm still online! haha, nvm.. it's just chinese tmr.. nth to study anyway.. yes! i'm sitting at the front of the hall =) i'm happy cuz there'll be more wind at the front.. rather than the areas that are at the back of the hall.. or not i'll probably suffer from a heat stroke or something.. well, not really used to taking exams in the hall cuz i never took exams there.. the worst is there are 8 classes squeezing into one hall.. imagine how congested and stuffy it would be.. no choice.. juz got to adapt n bear with the condition.. hmm, k.. nth much bout today.. will blog more during the weekend =)

2006-04-23T00:53:00.000+08:00

was feeling sort of nervous before the audition at uan today.. probably it's because of the song i chose.. didnt have much time to practice it n i was afraid that i would go out of tune at some of the high notes.. luckily everything turned out fine in the end =) mama g (artiste manager of uan) told me that my singing has emotions, but lack of certain singing skills.. she suggested tat i should take up singing courses.. hmm, i would love to.. but i cant cuz of money constraint.. haiz.. nvm, really hope to finish o levels quickly n find a job n start working n saving up money. anyway, i asked mama g if i could try out for the fashion segment.. it was a last minute decision though.. supposed to prepare music n a catwalk routine but i did nothing.. haha, so mama g just played some music, and i got to come out with a catwalk routine on the spot on the stage.. everything turned out quite well! hee, mama g said tat i had this flair when i doing the catwalk n she said tat i should focus more on fashion.. she eve said tat i was pretty n sweet! haha! real flattered! =p hee, but there was one prob.. i'm short! lol.. so she said tat i'll have to wear 5cm high heels. hmm, still alright ba.. used to wearing heels since young cuz i used to be a model when i was 11-12. anyway, went to meet km, ruiming n hengwan at town.. hengwan changed alot.. he's like very into studies now.. mugging everyday. totally different from the hengwan tat i knew. well, it was good tat he changed.. but his mugging rate is way too kua zhang.. hope that he wont stress himself too much.. had a fun time with them n we stayed out till 11pm.. oh ya, bought a givenchy pink handbag at lime's flea market.. haha, quite cheap.. n very nice =) will bring it out soon! hee.. gotta sleep. nites!

2006-04-19T18:43:00.000+08:00

yeah! passed my 2.4 km run with a timing of 17 minutes plus. haha, dont have to re run.. thought tat i would fail n get ard 18 minutes plus.. was telling myself to persevere throughout the whole run.. was feeling extremely exhausted after the whole run. the worst thing was i didnt know how i injured myself during the run.. there's a big scar near my left ankle now.. real pain.. almost cried when i was applying medicine on the wound tat day.. haha, but i didnt cuz i'm used to having wounds. dunno why i always tend to get myself injured. weird.. anyway, cme period was real fun today.. helped junyi's grp to be the narrator for their skit.. everyone laughed when they saw their skit.. junyi was acting as the police n doing all sorts of funny stuff.. lol. then clement's grp was even funnier when thy did a grp dance.. lots of ppl in class like yatin, alex, grace etc took out their phones n videod the whole dance because of ivan n nicks dancing.. haha.. real hilarious.. after tat, for the grand finale was desmond's grp.. tat skit is entertaining.. but has no relevance at all.. it's about 4 races chopping down a beanstalk 2gether. n the moral of the story is we need to unite to chop down the beanstalk.. the skit was barely 1.5 minutes.. haha.. the funniest part was when kaijun said 'i'm not a niger. i'm an indian n my name is curry curry muthu'. LOL... his expression was way too funny when he said it.. haha. yup, tat's about it.. nth much happened todae! cya!

2006-04-16T22:55:00.000+08:00

watched the japanese movie 'recairnation' yesterday during midnight with ruiming. great show.. storyline abit confusing.. but the show was quite scary.. worth watching! btw, thanks for the meal n movie, ruiming! confirm will treat u when i find a job in june.. hee. anyway, before the show started, ruiming bought taco bell n we sat at one of the tables in lido cinema.. gosh.. i saw one of the most handsome looking guy in s'pore sitting right infront of me.. haha.. he's the winner of the 17 magazine summer hunk contest 2005.. i prefer his younger twin brother though.. LOL.. but both of them were equally good looking.. couldnt stop looking at that guy when i was sitting at the opposite table.. haha.. i had no idea what he n his frens were throwing.. n they happened to accidentally throw one ice cube or something towards my seat's direction.. n the ice cube landed on the ground where my table was.. i looked back at them n that guy smiled at me... haha.. felt so happy.. cuz it was like my dream to see that guy or his bro in real life.. LOL.. guess i'm mad.. anyway, let's focus on today.. i wanted so much to go for the easter service at s'pore expo today.. but i couldn't in the end cuz ruiming was late.. n by the time we reached there, it was 2pm.. the ushers closed the doors at 1.50 n didnt allow anyone to go in after that.. felt utterly disappointed then.. i havent been going for services for quite awhile beacuse of some reasons n when i wanted to go back, i wasnt allowed to.. was feeling sort of down after tat.. but nvm.. went to have lunch with ruiming, then went to walk ard in marina square n went to esplanade to take pics for ruiming to send his application form for some contest.. reached home at ard 9 plus n did some hw cuz i forgot to do them. hee.. anyway, gtg.. running 2.4 km tmr! bye! =)

2006-04-14T19:14:00.000+08:00

yeah!! we won for the inter-house cheerleading competition! keke, 2 times in a row le.. very happy =) we're the unity girls n we're really mean! LOL. anyway, felt real tired yesterday cuz i woke up at 5 plus n gotta meet the rest of the cheerleaders at 6.30am.. reached the stadium at ard 7 n practiced for one time before assembly.. gosh, it started raining.. luckily it didn't rain for long.. events started n cheerleading was at 11.. went to change into costume n put on makeup.. all of a sudden, at ard 10, someone told me that one of my cheerleaders, si hui was injured while doing long jump.. i was real shocked n the worst is tat we don't have a reserve.. si hui kept on wanting to dance but we didn't allow her cuz her injury was very serious.. she couldn't even walk properly.. at that moment, some of cheerleaders were nowhere to be found n we had to report immediately.. was probably under too much stress, had a nervous breakdown n started crying.. haiz.. real afraid tat we would mess up everything.. told myself to stop crying, n smile.. talked to my cheerleaders for awhile, n finally let sihui dance with us cuz she insisted tat she wanted to.. but i told her tat i won't allow her to do splits n stuff.. it was our turn to dance n i'm real glad that everything turned out well! the judges n some other teachers were smiling when they saw us dance! hee.. talked to a few teachers after tat n they said that our dance, coordination, costume. everything was great! haha! me n shuxian were screaming like mad when we heard tat we won! yeah! all cheerleaders did well, thanks so much for putting so much effort! hope that all of u will continue to do well for next year's competition! =)

2006-04-09T23:44:00.000+08:00

it had been a tiring, yet enjoyable day for me today! hee.. had cheerleading prac at 10 plus at bishan stadium today.. but practice started at 11 plus or so cuz we didn't buy batteries for the radio.. so no choice, me n si hui gotta go 7-11 to buy.. gosh, it was so expensive.. $7.20 for 6 batteries.. nvm, it's for the sake of cheerleading. haha, taught all the final steps today, then practiced till bout 4pm.. lol.. was super hungry then.. but all of us were like wanting to practice over n over again. hee.. love my cheerleaders! lol.. went to long john's for lunch after tat 2gether, then went to take neoprint.. we looked lovely! yeah! haha, will post the neoprints up one of these days after cheryl had scanned it.. haven't take neoprint for a long long time le.. hmm, went ard to find purple eyeshadow n some eyeliners for the cheerleading competition.. went to seiyu, sasa, n other places.. decided to go to tp central in the end. bought our cheerleading tops there, party poppers for our finale, eyeshadow, eyeliner and rubber bands.. we're going to look pretty on tat day! oops.. i forgot, we're already very pretty.. just that we'll look even more prettier on tat day! LOL! hahaha... reached home at 9pm just now. tired.. hope tat we'll do well on thursday!! =)

Saturday (8-4-06)

busy busy day.. woke up at ard 8 today.. luckily i woke up at ard tat time.. forgot to set my alarm clock.. well, had cheerleading prac in sch at 8.45am.. so early! haha, but i was the one tat sugggested the time n stuff. lol.. reached sch n discovered tat we had no radio.. gosh! what to do! not many teachers were in sch also.. so can't really borrow radio.. but luckily mr mark helped us to borrow a radio from ms fazila.. thanks alot! hee.. practiced in the canteen.. haha, tat's what we always do.. hmm, everything went quite well.. we were trying out lotsa pyramids n stunts. hee.. left at 12 then went to j8 to get a present for qichang.. bought a cap for him.. hope he'll like it.. rushed home to bathe n change, then met up with km at 2.30 to go to grace's house to do project.. haha, it was bout our cme skit.. going to have a dance inside the skit, so we got to plan the steps.. luckily everything was done before 4pm.. met fengyuan n joel at 4.15pm, then took 88 to pasir ris to go to qichang's chalet. joel was disturbing km all the way on the bus for tat hour plus.. real funny n irritating. haha, we went to the shopping centre near the pasir ris mrt cuz joel wanted to go to the washroom.. hmm, saw jason once i entered the shopping mall.. so qiao.. haha, he was working there.. talked to him for awhile, then headed to chalet.. stayed there till 10 plus, then took the shuttle bus back to pasir ris mrt.. hmm, when i was talking to shuxian at the mrt station, i saw jason again.. lol. really very qiao.. haha.. but i'm glad that i saw him.. =) chat with him for awhile, then walked to the bus interchange with him n his fren.. said goodbye to him cuz he was going to send his fren home, then i went to take 88 with joel n the rest.. tiring day!! wanted to the rest on the bus but joel kept disturbing me.. haha.. i'll irritate him back someday!

2006-04-02T23:42:00.000+08:00

back from malaysia! haha, actually i'm back yesterday nite le.. just went to JB with kaamun to shop.. the shopping mall is huge.. nothing like singapore's shopping mall.. awesome! lol.. bought 2 tops, one from radioactive n one from diesel.. then yam sticks for my mum, n one ps2 game for my bro.. spent the rest of my money n karaoke, food n coffee from coffee bean.. hee, spent a total of bout 50 singapore bucks.. gosh.. cannot spend le.. i'm really broke! hmm, the food was great. loved the black pepper chicken noodles from the food court.. hee.. cost about S$2.50.. very big plate.. hmm, actually spent the most money on the karaoke part.. forgot spent how much.. but the service there was excellent.. then the songs are so up to date.. much better than k box.. somemore can change one drink to one plate of food.. worth it.. then the at nite one came along with buffet.. ate alot! haha, i dropped the spoon filled with chocolate ice cream onto my shorts n stained it.. suay... but luckily it wasn't obvious.. hmm, left the shopping mall at bout 10 plus pm.. was like staying in the mall for 9 hours plus.. keke.. reached JB at 1.. well, it was actually quite dangerous for 2 gals to go over to JB alone n to walk on the streets cuz anything could happen.. thank god that nothing had happened to us.. we were back in s'pore safely after tat.. hmm, however.. i think i got some skin allergy or something because of the extremely polluted air in JB.. my face is like suffering from sun burn.. very red.. n it's real itchy.. can't stand it.. making myself feeling very tired n frustrated.. not going to sch tmr cuz i feel sort of sick.. hope that my skin recovers quickly!!

2006-03-31T22:38:00.000+08:00

that bunch of irritating unknown boys made me so irritated just now! Eunice and I were waiting for the bus at the j8 bus stop.. then there was this sec3 boy from my sch who were hanging out with this grp of not so decent looking 18 or 19 year old boys.. i think tat sec3 boy tat i don't really noe went to tell his grp of frens my name and tat i'm a prefect.. lame. they started calling my name and kept saying 'prefect look here leh.. ' DOTS. totally ignored them and acted as if nth was happening.. the worst was they didn't noe how to pronounce my name. so it's like jararie or fararie instead of valarie.. what an insult.. nvm.. then when i didn't respond to them, they changed and said 'eh, the one on the left..' ya, tat was me.. cant stand them. i was so glad that the bus came after awhile. however, i found out tat they were taking the same bus too.. gosh. unlucky! so they were like saying jararie taking the same bus with us leh.. so frustrating.. they went to sit in the upper deck while i sat in the lower deck. before they went up to the upper deck, they were still asking each other if they wanted to sit in the same deck as the prefect.. goodness.. thank god that they didn't get down at the same stop as mine.. phew.. hmm, real busy lately.. deprived of sleep.. haha.. choir practice, choir performance rehearsals, commendation day rehearsals, cheerleading, banner making n noticeboard.. i'm really at the edge of sanity's precipice. the bubble is about to burst! but i'm still going to persevere n hang it there. i'll make sure that i'll perform well on sports day n ta da! no more worries bout all these! yeah! haha.. n then another nightmare starts.. mid year exam, chi o level, n prelims oral exam! very nervous bout the oral examination. afraid that nothing can process in my brain n nothing can come out from my mouth when the examiners ask me questions.. hmm, no choice. gotta face it no matter wad. nvm, gtg.. off to malaysia to relax tmr! haha =)

2006-03-26T00:45:00.000+08:00

watched big momma2 at plaza sing at 4pm today. hee, nice show.. very hilarious. the last part of the movie was extremely touching. worth watching.. hmm, wanted to watch date movie actually.. but then joel watched le.. so nvm, hope that can watch it some other time if possible. went to esplanade to take photos after that cuz i needed one close up and one full length shot for some updates of my profile with uan. the photos looked quite nice.. going to develop it soon. met rm at 7 plus then went for dinner together at marina square. haha, joel, fengyuan n rm were trying to be funny.. they kept on disturbing me n km on the mrt.. irritating boys. LOL.. love to hang out with them.. my bunch of funny best friends.. keke. went back to tp central together n ate ice cream. after eating, we went to mac to rest for a lil while, while fengyuan went to the arcade to play time crisis. he was so good in tat game.. played for so long without losing at all.. me n km got bored.. and started falling asleep in the daytona machine.. haha.. went home after tat.. guess i'll slp soon.. sorta tired.. Zzzzz.... oh ya, forgot to wish jason huang and joycelyn all the best! hope tat both of u will have lotsa happy times together! =)

2006-03-24T23:37:00.000+08:00

muscles aching! especially my leg, back and stomach muscles.. stomach was aching when i laughed just now.. haha. all Napfa's fault! hee.. school lessons were quite alright today.. not really boring. but haiz, i think i'll fail my maths test cuz i totally forgot how to do some of the vectors questions.. sad. nvm.. i'll take note of my mistakes. went for cheerleading practice after school. it was great!! keke.. went for choir rehearsal at ard 2.30 n it ended at 4 plus.. went back to cheerleading after that. all the steps were almost out, and i'm just left with planning steps for the last part of the dance.. even completed the cheers and steps today! happy =D!! hee, love all my cheerleaders. they're the best!all soo kawaii de! haha.. including me! LOL =X i'm mad.. hee. CHEERLEADING ROCKS!!!

2006-03-23T19:01:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired! just completed my napfa 5 stations in school bout an hour ago.. muscles aching due to intensive cheerleading prac these few weeks and the napfa just now.. glad that i passed everything. was afraid that i would fail my standing broad jump.. haha, but i passed by 4-5 cm i think. hee.. hope that i can pass my 2.4km run on monday too.. hate 2.4.. always gasping for air whenever i finish the run.. would be so exhausted after tat. the worst is after the 2.4km run next week, i would have chem n maths lessons after tat. definitetly cannot concentrate de!! n i still got to stay in sch till 6pm tat day.. will be so worn out after the whole day. hmm, just came across an interesting trick on the net. well, TRY THIS OUT! First, lift your right foot in the air and rotate it clockwise for about 10sec. next, while u're rotating your right foot, use your right hand and write an invisible no. 6 in the air. Your right foot that's rotating clockwise will definitely change it's direction to counter clockwise and u can't do anything bout it! hee.. quite interesting. worth a try. keke. sian, got to study for tmr's maths test.. dun want to fail.. will give it my best shot =)

2006-03-20T18:57:00.000+08:00

haven't been blogging for a few days. didn't really have time to blog.. hmm, holidays were not like holidays at all.. totally stuck with soo much homework.. haha.. my saturday and sunday were practically ruined because of home work.. i thought that maths was the worst homework tat i had to do.. but i was soo wrong. english was the worst.. did the 10 mindmaps for 4 hours non stop.. very tiring. nvm, at least i done all my homework n i don't have to go around the class asking for my fren's homework to copy. lol.. oh ya, cut my hair on sunday.. sorta miss my longer hair.. not tat used to this hairstyle yet.. sorta different n much shorter.. nvm, will get used to it soon. hmm, only enjoyed one day of my holiday when me n my frens went to marina bay for steamboat. haha, went to the arcade then went to fly kite.. hee.. very fun.. the best part was during the steamboat session.. gosh.. almost got disfigured! the fire from the steamboat suddenly became so big n it was coming towards my direction, right infront of my face. luckily my reaction was fast n quickly pushed my chair back.. heng ah.. lol.. nvm, played zhong ji mi ma with my frens after tat, then the loser had to play truth or dare.. hmm, i chose dare n it was real stupid.. made me soo paiseh.. haha, not going to say what's my dare. keke. =P had lotsa fun on thursday!!

2006-03-15T23:32:00.000+08:00

back from choir camp! haha, actually i'm already back yesterdae.. camp was great! was feeling bored for the starting of the camp actually.. i'm always like tat.. looking forward to bed time on the 1st dae of camp. LOL. but i always get super enthu once the games start... n i'll stop thinking tat everything's boring. hee.. started out with simple games like concentration for ice breaking. it wasn't played with the numbers, but instead, we had to say someone's name like 'concentration, concentration, this is the game of concentration, valarie, valarie, eunice, eunice.' something like tat.. the purpose of the game was to let the juniors noe the seniors n vice versa. yup.. later on, we played a game called 'kidnapped'. haha, my grp was real fast in finding the clues for this game.. but irritating sia.. got to run from 4th floor to 1st floor, n back again to search for the clues all over the sch. luckily we are familiar with the sch. hmm, it was quite boring at nite cuz talentime was cancelled, and we didn't really have anything to do. but nvm, it was still alright.. lights off was at 11pm. quite early actually. but obviously all of us didn't slp yet.. we played cds n started dancing.. haha, cool. the best thing was tat we were slping in an air-con room! it was sooo cold at nite.. glad tat i had brought the sleeping bag.. or not i'll be freezing. oh ya, n it's the first time tat i don't have to wake up at 6 plus for PT. our morning call time was 8am. i woke up at bout 7.40.. haha, love this camp! slept for quite long. hee.. had a fun time saboing the choir members on the 2nd day with the buddha clap etc.. lol.. but tat was how we got saboed during my motivational camp.. haha. break camp at 12 plus, then went to j8 for lunch and went back home n slept again!

2006-03-12T00:22:00.000+08:00

woke up at ard 10 plus, 11 today.. n did holiday homework for amost the whole day till bout 5 plus in the evening.. finished chem, bio n part of the chi hw.. still got alot left. sad. holidays aren't like holidays at all. had been listening to the song 'gei wo ni de ai' by Tank. loved the lyrics.. could somehow relate to what i'm thinking. hmm,went to meet ruiming at bout 8 plus for dinner at cine. ate yoshinoya, then went to walk ard.. haha.. he's becoming more n more like qi long zhu. LOL. funny guy.. always saying that he's shuai.. haha. he's a great fren! fun to be with! =)

Friday, 10th march
I miss him. terribly.well, it hadn't been a good day for me todae. was feeling real sick when i was in school from the 2nd period onwards. felt cold, n my face was pale most of the time. couldn't concentrate during lessons at all. didn't really ate during recess. no appetite. was hiding in the washroom for bout 15 mins during recess. felt terrible. i thought tat i would be better after recess. but it was worst.. almost fainted during lessons.. didn't want to go home, so i persevered n stayed till lessons ended. however, i didn't go home after tat cuz i had to attend cheerleading. i needed to go cuz i needed to teach them the steps n stuff. luckily i felt abit better after dancing. skipped lunch too. didn't have time to eat. real weak. rushed home to change n then meet hengwan b4 heading down to ps to watch the teens search finals. should have stayed home n rest actually. cuz i almost fainted at ps.. feeling real weak. but i didn't regret going down. well, there was this irritating guy standing beside me while i was watching teens search finals. kelly was singing on stage, then this guy kept on pushing me aside as he wanted to take photos of kelly. it was still alright at first, budden he came closer till i almost fell. i felt sooo fed up n asked him to move n i gave him a hard stare. n he stared back at me again. stupid.. i'm not feeling well le, then there's still someone to get on my nerves. oh ya, skipped dinner too. so it's like i didn't eat for the whole day at all. no appetite.. anyway, was happy tat he won something. congrats jason!

2006-03-09T19:09:00.000+08:00

haven't been blogging for days.. soo sorry! internet connection's down for some time and i didn't have time to come online even when the connection's ready.. anyway.. gonna type down what i did for the past week or so. =)

TODAY (Thursdae, 9-3-06)
Nothing much happened today.. boring lessons as usual. nothing interesting happened. class was rather quiet without myron today.. he didn't come to school.. didn't have lots of laughs when he's not ard. haha. anyway, skipped choir todae. didn't feel like going. was feeling super tired. hai, was sort of upset todae cuz of my maths test results.. i thought tat i would be able to pass the test. but i failed by one mark.. juz one mark. i've been passing all my maths tests this year so far.. n i felt so down when i got to know my marks. anyway, it's a fact tat i failed. no use dwelling over it.. hope tat i would perform better next time! hmm, my leg muscles were aching soooo badly today! had 2.4km trial run yesterday and intense cheerleading practice yesterday.. was trying out and planning steps for the whole afternoon. danced the same routine over n over again.. no wonder i can't really move now.. pain! stressed. sports day is on 8th april if i'm not wrong n we've juz started practicing. gosh.. really afraid tat i can't plan out the steps in time! help! worst thing is tat i have sooo many holiday homework n i don't really have time for cheerleading practices.. i don't wanna lose this year!!

Tuesday, 7-3-06
My class is soooo cute! lol.. i'm mad. haha. lots of boys from my class were playing the barney song during our free period today.. haha, it's like almost everyone has tat song on their phones. don't noe wad's with this barney trend. but anyway, i asked them to send it to me after school too. lol. went to the old folk's home for CIP today.. felt a lil scared at first, cuz i was afraid tat the activities tat we planned won't work out.. hmm, had a fun time on the bus while we were on our way to the home.. played the barney song together and sang lotsa songs.. haha. love my class! 4E3 rocks! when we reached there, my group started out with the 1st activity. we played some oldies and asked them to guess the correct title of the song.. hmm, they were not enthu at first n i felt so dumb as i was the one holding the mic n stuff.. lol. but luckily they gave response after awhile n i'm glad tat they seemed to enjoy it. hee.. oh ya, forgot to say tat my class started by singing 'lao shu ai da mi'. there was this song in the cd tat joel lent us but we thought tat it was the chi version in the first place. but when we played it, the singer was singing in hokkien! gosh! we don't know how to sing in that way.. we were all so stunned at tat moment.. haha, but we just stood there, looked good.. n tried to mumble some lyrics out.. lol. funny.. loved interacting with the old folks.. they were all so cute! and i'm glad that the trouble makers in class didn't create problems there. =)

Thursday (2-1-06)
I really disliked todae! felt real depressed and stuff since english period onwards.. it was all because of the vocab test.. all the careless mistakes tat i made.. i didn't read the questions properly at all. for eg. the question asked which word does not has the same meaning.. but i read it as which word has the same meaning.. was so unhappy with myself after tat.. i had failed this test because of all my carelessness! i didn't have appetite to eat, i didn't talk much during recess.. probably i would react in this way because i had never failed any test in my life except maths. i cried a lil before chinese period... n i cried during poa again. i couldn't control myself.. furthermore, there were a few guys in class who kept jeering at me cuz of my marks.. i was already feeling so bad about myself n they had to add salt to my wound.. i couldn't take it finally n juz burst out in tears. it was really embarassing to cry during my dm's lessons. he too was shocked when he saw me crying. felt sooo paiseh. i started to think tat i had set too high expectations for myself, tat's y i couldn't take it when i fell. all along, i expected myself to get a1s for all of my subjects except maths.. i got excellent results for all my other tests so far.. i should stop setting too high expectations n i'll learn to handle failures well after this experience.

2006-02-28T22:18:00.000+08:00

yeah! got highest in the whole level for my recent Food and nutrition test! keke.. got 38/40. real happy.. cuz i've always been 2nd, never 1st for fnn in the whole level.. lol. miss ang was like asking me if the test was too easy before she passed me my test paper.. haha, didn't know what she meant initially till i got to know my marks.. hee. nvm, enough bout this. lol.. supposed to find research for fnn coursework in the com lab today.. but i only did my research for awhile, then went to garfield.com to play the scavenger hunt game.. lol. luckily the teacher didn't see me doing that.. haha.. went to yoshinoya for lunch after sch.. the 2 guys sitting beside me n my frens were sooo irritating. one guy kept on asking me n eunice if his fren was handsome. so i was saying something like ok la.. then i ignored them n continued eating. then, he asked me if the girl from anderson that was sitting opposite was prettier or do i think tat i'm prettier.. mad. so i juz said something like i'm ugly.. don't ask me anything.. thought tat he would stopped asking.. but in the end, when i took out my phone, he asked how much was the phone n stuff, and he said tat he wanted to buy the same phone as me. lame.. and i said something like.. 'why are u talking so much? aren't u hungry? can u juz keep quiet n eat?' haha, then he asked me back if i was hungry.. n i said ya, tat's why i don't want to talk.. lol. he finally ate finish, n left with his fren. irritating... hmm, when i reached home, i saw my bro covered with rashes. eee... brought him to see the doctor.. luckily it wasn't contagious.. haha. he slept for dunno how many hrs non stop after eating the medicine.. hmm, felt tired n took a nap from 6-8pm then woke up to have dinner.. went to look through some recipe books later on to find dishes to cook for my fnn practical exam.. haven't decided on what dishes to cook yet.. gotta look through it tmr again. haha, will be practicing my examination dishes at home for quite a few times during may ba. so if anyone of u wants to be a guinea pig and try what i have cooked, tell me k? haha! but don't blame me if u've food poisoning after tat! LOL. will not la, my cooking got standard de! =)

2006-02-26T17:22:00.000+08:00

Saturday (25-2-06)
haha, saw minchang and yuesheng at tp interchange at ard 12.50.. didn't know that joel n shuxian were meeting them to go to city hall 2gether. they didn't tell me! lol.. so i went down to city hall alone, only to find out later that they were meeting up 1st. dots.. nvm.. km came at 1.10.. so i went to buy my lunch at marina square first.. the show tat we wanted to watch started at 1.40pm, n joel they all reached at ard 1.30.. the worst is tat ruiming is still on the way.. lol. afraid that there wasn't any tickets left.. haha, n in the end, there weren't any left.. so we went to suntec eng wah instead.. luckily there was a show at 3.15pm, so we bought tickets for tat. oh ya, forgot to mention wad movie.. it was final destination 3.. hmm, storyline was great.. but i think if wasn't horrifying enough. LOL. my frens were like saying the film was sooo disgusting while i thought that it could be even more disgusting. haha.. anyway, the show was worth my $9.50.. hee.. after tat, we went to marina square for a walk.. joel, yuesheng n minchang left first.. then the 2 shuxians left awhile later.. so only left with me, km and rm.. went for dinner at the foodcourt.. then went home.. =)

2006-02-24T23:47:00.000+08:00

sooo irritating! my eye's sort of swollen.. hai.. don't look very alright now. hope it gets better soon.. well, lessons were quite boring todae.. nothing much.. lessons after lessons. so sian. went for prefects' meeting after school.. and it was about the prefects' investiture. hmm, don't really look forward to it though. no comments about it. went to j8 to find eunice after tat.. ate kfc shrooms meal.. haha, talked bout lotsa stuff.. alot of crap.. lol. decided to walk home from bishan to toa payoh after tat... didn't do that for a long long time le.. reached home at ard 5 plus, then went online to check for common korean phrases.. haha, trying to learn abit for fun. went down to bishan again at ard 7 to meet km n the rest for dinner.. went to s-11 for dinner. then, we went to this so called 'hill' near my school to explore the place cuz ncc is planning to use tat place for their camp night walk.. wasn't really scary cuz it was quite bright. but, accidents might happen cuz the steps are uneven and someone might easily sprain his or her ankle.. so i dun think it's a very gd place actually. went back to j8 to meet ruiming after tat. haha, he treated me n km to ice cream at swensen's. thanks!! was soo full after eating tat. lol.. ruiming sent me back to my block then here i am online. hee, sleeping soon.. good nite!

2006-02-21T20:59:00.000+08:00

hooray! my com's finally fine! got so much things to blog about the motivational camp that i just came back from. it was a short camp, only 2 days 1 night held in my school. Even before the camp started, me n a few other frens started making fun of the instructor in charge of my class. his name is timothy, and he kept on pronouncing my classmates' names wrongly while taking attendance, and he even thought tat chhitij was a girl's name and jingwen was a boy. LOL. so me n frens called him miss timothy.. haha. another instructor tat was in charge of my class was joyce. on the 1st dae of camp, the school took us to sentosa for a game of amazing race. the class was split into half, and the instructor taking my grp was joyce. haha, never seen my class so united b4. lol.. shouting cheers and doing all sorts of funny things together. simply love GYSS 4E3 'o6! 4e3 ooi! ooi! 4e3 4e3! sat sat ooi! haha! after spending half a day at sentosa, we went back to school and played the game called kidnap! myron got 'kidnapped' and we got to go through a few stations to solve the mystery and save him.. lol. managed to save him in the end! well, lights out were supposed to be at 11.30, but i didn't sleep at that time. my frens and i brought cup noodles and we went to the staffroom to get hot water.. ate till 12 plus then went to the hall to 'sleep'. couldn't slp actually, so i went to tell the instructors that i needed to go to the washroom, but actually i went to find my other frens who were near the staffroom eating tidbits. lol.. we went for a night walk around the most haunted block of our school. not scary at all actually.. lol. didn't walk around too much cuz the instructors caught us and asked us to go back to the hall and sleep. haha. slept at 3 plus am eventually and woke up at ard 6.15am. the 2nd day of camp started off with physical training. hmm, nth much though. just simple exercises.. disliked the buddha clap thing.. muscle ached after that. hmm, had a workship about goal planning n stuff after breakfast. useful! had lunch after that,some games, then cleaning up and camp was over.. sad. hope it lasted one more day. missed everyone! Loved all the cheers that we learnt throughout the camp! it's like my whole class is saying it everyday now! lol, especially the makan cheer!

2006-02-12T01:17:00.000+08:00

well, whatever tat i just posted are what i'm going through, and what i wanted to tell my mum. hmm, went for meeting at bugis today for the preparation of tmr's valentine's event.. went to concourse and bought prizes, wrapping paper. etc.. couldn't go down to TNS with them after tat cuz i needed to help my mum.. after helping her, came back home and started doing homework non-stop.. was super tired actually. cuz didn't have my breakfast and lunch.. too busy to take them.. saw the fireworks at 9.30pm from my kitchen window.. beautiful! it's the last day of fireworks tmr at the esplanade.. not sure if i have a chance to go see it.. =( i want to see it!! haha.. spent most of my time online doing my o level fnn coursework just now.. stressed. so much things to do.. how i wish i can feel more relaxed. hmm, got to slp.. need to wake up early tmr! *fireworks =)

2006-02-12T01:05:00.000+08:00

read my friend's blog. 'spend more time with him, be there whenever he needs you'. after reading what he blogged, i thought of my family.. i'm very afraid that anyone in my family would leave me.. don't know why, i would often think of these and start crying.. there were a few times when my mum totally lost control of herself and started to say things that i would never ever want those to happen to her. i don't want her to leave us.. no matter what happens, u still have me and sean.. we won't leave u.. u must promise us that u won't do anything to hurt yourself. I still remembered a month ago, i stayed outside with u till 4 plus am in the morning just to make sure that u won't do anything foolish.. I might not show it out that i care alot for you, but deep in my heart, i really do care. I understand that u're under alot of stress.. especially financial stress. i know tat it isn't easy bringing up 2 kids on your own.. remember tat u still have us, we'll always be with you =)

2006-02-11T02:06:00.000+08:00

as normal, went to school for lessons today.. how i wish there wasn't school.. lol.. oh ya, happy 18th birthday ruiming! hee.. one year older le. dun be so childish anymore! haha.. well, was waiting for the o level results to be out.. wanted to know how my good frens did.. hmm, all of them could go to the course they want.. but some of them couldn't.. anyway, o levels are over.. no use thinking too much also.. sit down and think of what u can do for the future and plan carefully what u're going to do now. jiayou! after seeing my frens with their results, i'm determined to do well for my o levels! hee, after tat.. went to j8 with ruiming as he wanted to eat his lunch.. hmm, wanted to watch a movie initially, but didn't in the end cuz the movie time was quite late. hmm, went home to change first before meeting ruiming,shuxian, km, joel n zixuan for dinner at marina square. bought a small piece of cake for ruiming as his bday cake.. haha.. had a mini celebration for him at esplanade after tat.. lol. at 9.30pm, i finally found out why joel wanted us to go to esplanade! it's because there were fireworks! loved it.. very nice sight! hee, there were even heart shape fireworks.. took a video of it on my phone.. how i wish i could see those fireworks tmr again... well, the last day for fireworks is on this sunday.. hopefully i can see it one more time!

2006-02-08T23:17:00.000+08:00

ah!! almost went crazy just now! was typing my task analysis for my o level fnn coursework.. when i typed finish and was about to save, my computer hanged!! gosh! i spent sooo long typing it, and it's just gone like that! dots.. somemore i'm like so tired already and i still got to type it one more time.. hmm, but in the end, luckily my com had this auto-recovery thingy.. then it recovered my task analysis. thank god! or not i'll have to type it till 12 plus le.. hmm, having 2 tests tmr.. poa n biology.. bio's alright.. but don't really get the poa concepts.. i don't wanna fail!never failed poa b4.. well, had extra lessons after school today.. yup, bio practical from 2.30pm till 3.30pm. quite fun la. haha.. was doing some practical as a revision for last year's work.. the test on proteins, fats etc. hmm, 3 beakers and 2 test tubes broke during this 1 hr of practical.. nth to say. haha.. then my fren who's sitting at the same table as me broke the beaker. she wanted to light up the bunsen burner, so she moved the tripod stand away. however, she forgot tat the beaker filled with water was on the tripod stand.. so.. 'clang!' the beaker broke and the water spilled all over, and glass shattered. luckily no one was injured and the water wasn't boiling water. hmm, i didn't realise that my worksheet had iodine solution on it.. haha.. probably cuz it touched the iodine solution n starch on the white tile. lol.. afraid tat ms chang won't dare to touch my worksheet. haha.. we all know how she is like. keke. gotta slp, VERY LONG and TIRING DAY for me tmr!! bbye, nite! =)

2006-02-05T22:59:00.000+08:00

haha. someone 'complained' that I didn't update my blog for a long time! lol.. well, bout a week only ma. hee. k lah, i admit that i didn't update for a long time. well, was busy so seldom came online. hmm, chinese new year was quite boring.. didnt really go visiting. didn't feel like.. haha.. stayed at home and played games instead. keke. supposed to go back school on wednesday actually. but didn't in the end cuz i couldn't wake up.. lol. my frens were like saying i've been gone for a very long time. i even forgot my locker no. after so many days of mc! haha! hmm, yesterday was pretty fun. met up with km, shuxian, joel, eunice, jazreel n zixuan yesterday for breakfast. one of the first few times that i woke up early during a saturday. haha.. went to joel's condo's game room to chill after that. some of them played pool, while joel taught the others how to play a game called 'declare'. the loser had to drink water. gosh.. went to the washroom for dunno how many times after the game.. haha. had alot of luck at first, but didn't really towards the end. fun game actually! went to j8 later to catch a movie. but tickets sold out, so we went to eat something.. the others were playing the game 'hai dai' all along at j8. haha. loser had to eat the egg rolls. we finished the whole container of egg rolls after the game. ate so much. went to shuxian's hse for dinner after tat.. ate alot! go her hse confirm will eat alot de. cuz her nainai will keep stuffing food for us.. LOL. stayed at her hse till 11 plus pm then went home. hee.. well, i finally updated le. haha. more posts coming up next time. =)

2006-01-27T22:46:00.000+08:00

had chinese new year celebration in school today! hmm, performances were not bad.. ms ang n shuxian sang for one of the performances.. very nice. hee.. well, my main focus in today's blog isn't really bout cny celebrations.. will get to know my main focus when u continue reading.. reached home at ard 3 plus today.. then took a nap till 5 plus. left hse at 6 to head to bugis.. went there n bought a pair of pink shorts to go with my new top. hee.. very kawaii! haha, the pair of shorts was $28. quite ex actually.. but it was nice.. well, here's my main focus.. took the mrt at ard 8.30 to go back home.. saw this teenage gal who looks ard 14,15 n this boy, who's her bf who's probably 16.. i would notice them cuz they were over disgusting.. haha.. dun have to go into further details actually.. later on, i noticed tat the gal was kim wakerman.. the kids central girl.. looks quite not bad.. i only have 2 words to describe her. UGLY SINGAPOREAN. LOL. she was like standing right infront of the mrt entrance when the mrt came, totally obstructing the way that passengers in the cabin couldn't make way to come out.. gosh.. feel so ashamed tat i'm a fellow singaporean too.. lotsa ppl are ugly singaporeans.. can't stand it at how they queue up for free stuff, obstruct the mrt entrance etc.. too many things to be listed out. oh ya, kim wakerman n her bf were disgusting.. frenching on the mrt.. i mean it isn't illegal.. but seeing a 14 n 16 yr old kid french kiss isn't quite a nice scene. can't stand the bf too.. gross.. haha. shall stop here, or not i'll go on n on.. =)

2006-01-25T22:12:00.000+08:00

had been terribly sick these few days. hadn't fall sick for a very long time le.. fever started on saturday nite.. it was 37.2 degrees at first, which means no fever.. but i felt super terrible in the morning.. was crying n all.. whole body was very hot.. didn't went to see the doctor cuz there was medicine at home. the medicine's awful! almost vomitted when i ate it. but no choice, still got to take it.. fever went down abit.. but it came back at nite again. this time round, it was 38.8 degrees.. gosh. didn't know it went sooo high.. went to bed at ard 11, then went to see the doctor the next day.. had 2 days mc (for mondae n tues).. thought tat everything would be ok on tues, then can go school on wednesday.. but this time round, it wasn't fever.. had terrible diarrhoea.. went to the washroom for bout 10 times in total.. it was tues nite then.. so there wasn't any doctor available.. no choice, got to bear with it.. haiz.. went to see the doctor early in the morning today n doc said it was gastric flu.. luckily nth serious.. gosh, slimmed down alot during these few days.. very weak.. dun really have the energy to walk about.. afraid tat i can't catch up when i go back to sch tmr cuz i'm like absent for 3 days n everyone's asking where am i.. hope tat it wouldn't be a tiring day in sch tmr cuz i'm afraid i can't take it if it's super stressful.. haven't fully recover yet.. having terrible cough now.. yup, everything's TERRIBLE! hope i get well soon!

2006-01-20T22:34:00.000+08:00

wow.. it's been 10 days since i last blogged. hmm, wanted to blog actually.. but i'm seriously too busy especially for this week.. had maths punishment till late on monday, then supposed to go for republic poly's open hse on tues but i didn't go.. hee. decided to skip with kaamun n eunice. lol. went kbox instead.. haha. super fun! there was a game session on zhong ji mi ma n i won 2nd out of 7 contestants! keke. so i won a jug of coke and 2 fruit plates for my frens n i.. haha.. not bad la.. hee. well, wednesday was super duper tiring!! agreed to help out in jeremy's nyp filming project as the main character for his script. so went filming straight after school. went to bukit gombak to film it.. in the story, i'm supposed to be iris, a gal who is rejected by her classmates, has no frens, n she hates herself.. i'm like always crying throughout the whole story, n i smashed the mirror in one of the scenes n took the broken mirror n slit my tummy n wrist.. haha.. that scene was awesome! interesting! hee. but it was super tiring.. filmed till 12am n reached home at bout 1 am. slept at 2am n there was sch the next day! gosh! luckily i managed to survive throughout lessons. haha.. then went down to temasek poly's open hse with eunice on thurs. loved the school environment! hee.. should be most probably aiming for hospitality n tourism.. then maybe CMM or design... n as for today, filming again! it was done in sch today.. supposed to be a classrm scene where i asked my classmates if they were going anywhere, they said no. but actually they were going to town. they didn't want me to tag along. sad rite? haha.. filming next tues again n i'm done! keke. interesting but tiring! waiting to see the finalised film! =)

2006-01-10T23:34:00.000+08:00

yea! internet connection is finally alright.. haha. went out with hengwan n eunice to orchard today. wanted to organise a picnic actually. but sad case, it rained again.. hmm, went to far east first.. shopped there for quite long then walked to cine.. we saw a road side artist tat does portraits for ppl on the way.. his drawings were quite nice, so we decided to give it a try.. it was $20 for the portrait n lamination.. quite well done.. haha. first time in my life tat i smiled for bout 15 mins continuosly.. my face muscles were aching! super suan! haha. hengwan went to have his face drawn also. his was $25 cuz he wanted a colour drawing instead of a black n white one.. his one was quite well done too. well, eunice didn't had her face drawn.. she doesn't want it.. haha. went to cine for awhile. then went to heerens... got back home at ard 7 plus.. bathed, cooked maggi mee, watch tv, study for maths test, draw choir poster.. n here i am blogging. hee. gtg.. rise n shine tmr! lol.. nite!

2006-01-05T23:04:00.000+08:00

haiz.. school had reopened.. sad case.. super not used to waking up sooo early.. freaking tired. well, sorta busy once school had reopened. tat's why not much time to come online n blog. hmm.. sorta slept in my dm's lesson yesterday.. couldn't take it. sians.. then he suddenly called my name very loudly.. scare me.. haha. then all of a sudden, the whole class kept quiet when he was saying me.. he said tat i'm one of his frequent sleepers n stuff.. ya, i noe it.. but i juz couldn't help it. i didn't want to slp either.. lol.. school merged with bradell westlake.. quite alright la. except tat recess super duper packed. no space to sit.. gotta do down to the canteen real early.. haiz.. teachers have been stressing on the importance of o level since the 1st day of school. gosh. going crazy soon.. super scared tat i can't pass maths.. if i dun pass maths, it's the end of the world! no!!.. muz really work extra hard this yr.. i wanna get into the course tat i want! yup, will start getting serious from next week. haha.. gtg.. having a headache now.. bbye!

2006-01-02T00:10:00.000+08:00

well, sorta busy these few days so didn't manage to come online.. going talk bout my countdown celebration n new year's day! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! hmm, but it wasn't tat happy for me today.. sorta depressed actually.. hmm, talk bout countdown first. me, km n hengwan went to ps to celebrate.. haha. me n km were preparing cup noodles while everyone was counting down. haha. funny.. 3 of us went to write the stuff tat we want to forget in 2005 on a piece of paper, n we burnt it.. haha. then we wrote our wishes for 2006 on a piece of paper, tied it to a ballon n set it free. hee.. hope tat our wishes come true! oh ya, n hope tat no one i know saw the piece of wishes tat i wrote cuz some are real funny.. lol. well, nitemare started after tat.. haha.. met someone tat all 3 of us dun really like.. then sort of quarrelled with my mum. luckily alrite le.. then the worst was some of my phone buttons spoilt! gosh!! which means tat i can't use my phone! grrr.. wad a thing to happen on the first day of 06.. suay! went down to the sony erricsson service centre at ard 2... but they will only be opened tmr. haiz.. luckily my dad has a spare phone.. so i can use it temporarily. well, went to meet hengwan to go to bugis after tat. on the way to the mrt station.. we saw a cat that's injured on the road.. i think it probably met with an accident.. the scene was disgusting.. blood on the road.. n the worst is tat the poor cat isn't dead yet.. it's still alive n it's suffering.. i wanted to help but i couldn't.. the 1st thing i thought of was calling spca. but i couldn't find the number. haiz.. hope it's soul will rest in peace now.. when i was on the way home, the bus was terrible.. baby cockroaches everywhere.. super gross! cannot take it.. first time feeling so scared of taking a bus.. luckily it wasn't a long bus ride.. hmm, k.. gtg. hope that there'll be less accidents next time.

2005-12-28T02:19:00.000+08:00

heys! haven't been blogging for these few days cuz i'm seldom at home.. went down to chinatown on the 24th for performance.. not bad.. hahas. although the crowd were like all old folks, but their applause were great.. went down to town with ruiming n hengwan after tat to meet will.. happened to meet jeff at cine also.. lol.. he hasn't changed abit. haha. well, went to youth park to have a chat with will n left at ard 12 to head to far east to take 105 home. wanted to go home actually.. but didn't in the end.. cuz it was super duper packed! lotsa fights almost happened n the worst was i was stuck in the crowd when they were quarrelling. gosh.. terrible. well, went to lido to watch a movie n stuff, hanged ard till 5 plus, and walked in the rain to the bus stop to catch the 1st bus home. haha.. had my bday bbq on the 25th! fun! lol.. a big thank u to everyone who came! love all of ya! haha. stayed over at changi beach.. insect paradise. lol.. like survivor camp like tat. sort of different experience.. cool. loved the food tat we barbecued. made sambal sotong n prawns! delicious! haha. met jason at 8am in the morning, which is the 26th after my stay at changi beach for breakfast. after breakfast, we went to take a bus from bedok to boon lay for fun cuz we wanted to rest during the bus ride. hee.. then we took 157 after tat.. had dinner at 7 plus at tp central.. then went home to watch tv! super tired! lols.. then met jason, shuxian n eunice today to watch narnia.. but sad, tickets were all sold out. so shuxian n eunice didn't have tix.. real sorry!

2005-12-23T23:51:00.000+08:00

hee. went to watch king kong yesterday nite. loved it! good show. kekes. watched till 2 plus am.. super tiring.. then gotta wake up at 7 plus am today.. lack of slp.. argh.. cuz needa bring my bro to school for sec1 orientation.. well, he got posted to my school! hahas. went to eat mac for breakfast after tat then went home to continue sleeping.. woke up at 12 plus.. then went to meet eunice first, then meet zhiyang at ps.. met him cuz my bday's coming then he asked me to go n choose present.. well, i bought a mickey shirt from m-industrie and a pair of heels from x:odus.. love the pair of heels.. real nice! kekes. thanks alot pal! haha... zhiyang left at 4 plus then me n eunice went to cine's yoshinoya to rest our feet.. hmm, practiced my songs there n planned the bbq. well, if anyone of u is free tmr, HEAD DOWN TO CHINATOWN AT 7.30PM TO SEE ME PERFORM! MSG ME FOR MORE DETAILS! HEES. will be singing yi ran shi peng you n ting bu dao. keke.. oh ya, n whoever's going for my birthday bbq this coming sunday, 25th dec. WE'RE MEETING 2.15PM AT TOA PAYOH INTERCHANGE. FOR THOSE WHO ARE MEETING US STRAIGHT THERE, IT'S AT CHANGI BEACH, BBQ PIT 19. WE'LL BE THERE FROM 4PM ONWARDS. CYA THERE! MERRY XMAS! haha, yup.. tat's about it.. hee. *all i want for christmas is you*

2005-12-19T23:48:00.000+08:00

hello! didn't come online these few days so couldn't blog. well, had a scavenger hunt on saturday at chinatown. was the game master for swordarius. hees, very fun.. but there was this mad man at the shelter.. he kep on shouting vulgarities at us.. we ignored him at first.. but suddenly, he started chasing us girls. gosh! we were super scared at tat time n 4 of us ran as fast as we could into the shopping centre.. luckily he stopped chasing halfway.. our hearts were beating super fast.. in a state of shock at that time. well, we went back to the shelter after tat cuz tat's our ending point.. luckily that mad man went to a corner n slp n didn't disturb us.. hmm, went to kbox on sunday.. nth much... well, met hengwan at 1 plus today cuz i asked him to accompany me for an appointment with create talents. they approached me to join while i was in town.. hmm, not bad lars.. but dunno whether wanna join anots. sorta broke now.. cuz gotta pay approx. 400 for photoshoot n com card printing.. see how.. if really join, also should be january then join.. went to walk walk in ps with hengwan after tat.. then went to swensen's to eat ice cream.. talked bout alot of stuff.. really my buddy sia.. haha. went home at ard 6 plus, watched tv.. etc. haha. normal routine. hmm, kks.. gotta go! =)

2005-12-16T23:22:00.000+08:00

heys! finally dun have to wake up tat early today le. cuz dun haf to go down sp n help.. woke up at 11.30, then went down to sp together with my mum n bro to take back the stock.. went to ikea after tat to buy cloth and spotlight for mum's new shop at meridien.. she'll be selling jeans n t-shirts! shop's opening soon.. go down n take a look if u're free k? well, reached home at ard 4 plus after tat.. went down to far east alone after resting for awhile at home. went to find alan to cut hair. hees.. his salon is called dj salon, located at 4th floor of far east.. well, i cut my fringe n layered my hair.. not much difference for the hairstyle cuz i wanna keep my length. so nth much could be done.. but i love my fringe! haha. look very cute.. kekes. *thick skinned* lol. hmm, counting down.. 9 more days to my birthday and christmas!!

2005-12-15T22:57:00.000+08:00

hello! hmm, haven't been blogging for these few days. sorta bz.. cuz i went down to singapore poly everyday to help my mum out for the xmas bazaar there. real tiring.. gotta wake up at 8 like tat everyday.. business's so so only.. very sad. but nvm.. hee. didn't go down to sp today cuz of choir.. tiring.. also gotta wake up at 8.. well, went to buy tb after choir then went to j8 and pierce my 5th earhole. lol.. dunno y, but today's earhole was quite pain.. maybe it's cuz i used to have one there but i closed it cuz of infection.. anyways, eunice and peirong also went to pierce.. hee. went to sasa to buy mask after tat.. my skin's terrible now! muz do sumthing bout it before my bday. i wanna look pretty on my bdae! keke. sorry.. i very ai mei de.. lols. went to meet hengwan n ruiming, together with eunice for lunch and a walk after tat.. went to ps then wisma.. super tired.. lack of energy. so didn't walk much.. went home at ard 6 plus n watched mr bean on disney channel with my bro. lol.. haha. k lah, blog another day.. very tired..wanna take a rest le.. bbye!

2005-12-11T00:42:00.000+08:00

ello! hee. it's the JEC Best frens 2005 semi-finals today! hmm, got there early in the morning at 9 with eunice for rehearsals.. tiring sia.. then we went for our brunch at ard 11 plus.. n we got to report to do our makeup n hair at 12.30.. hees. my hair like rooster hairstyle like tat.. lol. well, then the competition started at 3pm. haiz, only km came down to support us. no one else.. sad case. but nvm, this proves tat km's our real buddy! hahaha.. well, we didn't get into the finals. abit sad actually.. but nvm, it's ok. already not bad tat can get into semi-finals le. lotsa ppl joined this competition. n out of so many, we're the shortlisted 20.. so that's quite good le! hmm, went to bishan with km n eunice after tat.. haha. me n eunice like centre of attraction like tat..cuz of our thick makeup n our hairstyle.. lol.. i didn't like my hair at first. found it weird.. budden lotsa other contestant say tat they want my hairstyle.. lol. then got used to it n started liking it after tat.. very style.. wah. if only i was wearing tat adidas jacket n skirt, n riding a motorbike with tat hairstyle.. super shuai! hahaha.. cool sia! keke. hmm, ate dinner at the tom yam shop n went home after tat.. keke. above is the photo of how i look 2dae! nites!!

2005-12-07T22:59:00.000+08:00

hello! i'm back from camp! hee. camp was good! quite fun, got to know lotsa ppl! haha. it's like the first time in my life tat i feel tat i'm older than lotsa ppl cuz majority of the campers were sec 1s and 2s. hee.. maybe it's cuz i always mix ard with ppl of age 17 like tat,so i'll never feel old... haha =) hmm, let's talk bout the camp. hees. *i've got a fever, i'm hot! i can't be stopped! (x2) I got a front ooh, back ah! can't be stopped! (x2) GO................. ECHO!*

Day One
assembled at toa payoh npc at ard 8.50 for the camp.. felt super sian at first.. cuz we waited till bout 10 plus then we left.. real slow.. well, wasn't enthu bout the camp at all. felt like going home.. cuz i felt quite unwell n stuff recently.. very sians. arrived at labrador campsite, then we were broken up into grps. gosh, i found out tat i know quite a few ppl at the camp. haha. like gathering like tat.. but those tat i knew weren't in my team. so abit sad la.. but nvm. all my team members were like so stranger at first, especially the guys... but everything got better later on.. we had station games like spider web, mind field n so on.. there was one where all of us got to sit in this muddy pool... then play games inside.. then the most irritating was tat they poured flour on us. only on my grp. then it's like i couldn't wash off the flour on my shirt! super irritated! then at nite, we had skit play n so on.. my grp got this scenario of a stolen calculator incident. then we came out with lotsa lame stuff. haha.. went to bathe at ard 11 plus,12.. alicia n i went to the 2nd floor toilet. noone dared to go up there cuz it's said to be haunted but we didn't care cuz the first floor toilet was super packed n dirty. haha. luckily we didn't 'meet anything' at the toilet. lols.. well, went to bed at ard 2. but couldn't really get to slp...

Day Two
still felt sian like day one at first.. but abit better lars.. had PT in the morning then breakfast n so on.. couldn't really remember the programmes. hee. had telematch at ard 4.. haha. this was fun! lols.. the grp kept cheering each other on n stuff.. there was this game where we had to use our mouth to pick up the sweet from the flour.. lol.. n i ate the flour cuz it couldn't come out from my mouth.. haha. taste horrible! keke. then there was this game where everyone had to lie flat on the floor, then each member muz roll over on other teammates back.. super painful! n the instructors said tat it was a safe game! lol... it wasn't lotsa ppl got injured.. haha. i was one of them.. had this big scar on my knee. still hurts now. abit swollen... well, had dinner after tat n we went on to another skit play n stuf.. very very fun! after skit play, we had like sing along sessions n so on... then got frenship dance. etc... super duper fun! everyone was like sooooo high at tat time.. hmm, well, played truth or dare after tat n went back to the bunk at 1 plus.. didn't slp.. chat with ruiming on the phone till 2 plus.. then went to bed at 3..

Day Three
hmm, last day of camp le. sorta sad actually.. cuz it's like gotta leave our new frens.. but it's alright.. cuz we exchanged contacts le. hee... so we still can meet up some other day.. had area cleaning up n some other grp activities n it's time to say goodbye.. =)

2005-12-01T22:37:00.000+08:00

yeah! finally went to escape theme park today. lol.. first time going there.. met ruiming n eunice at 10 plus, then we took bus 88 over.. the bus ride was real long.. bout an hour.. hmm, the admission ticket was supposed to be $16.50. but since eunice had brought her atm card, there was a 20% discount. the first ride tat we took inside was the go kart.. hee. i'm real blur lor.. after the ride, i didn't know how to take off the seat belt.. so paiseh! haha. then we went for the 'inverter' after tat.. i didn't dare to take it at first.. looked real scary... turning 360 degrees n stuff.. still got stop in mid air hanging upside down. gosh! but in the end, i still took it.. not as jialat as i thought it was.. real exciting... especially the part where we were hung upside down in mid-air.. hmm, went to take the flipper after tat. at first, i was super enthu bout the ride cuz it seems so harmless... but i was totally deceived by its looks.. was super giddy when i got down.. luckily i didn't vomit... felt terrible! went to bk to take a rest n ate my headache medicine.. took quite awhile till i got better. once i got better, we went to take the pirate ship.. hmm, it was alright.. not tat scary. hee.. then we went to take the indoor coaster.. gosh. lotsa sharp turns n drops.. scary.. like anytime can fly out like tat.. somemore very pain.. keep on zhuang dao the side.. eh, after tat.. we went to take the wet n wild ride.. haha. ruiming was totally drenched after the ride! lol... i wasn't tat drenched, but my butt area was very wet... like i sorta pee in my pants.. haha! finally went to the haunted house.. thought tat it was real scary.. like got ppl act as ghost n scare u. but i was soo totally wrong! not abit scary at all! all stuff were run on mechanics... it's juz pitch dark inside with lotsa ghostly sounds etc.. hmm, nvm... go again next time if i have the chance.. haha. well, took the pirate ship again to end the day.. real tired after all those rides. but we had fun!

2005-11-27T23:32:00.000+08:00

haven't been blogging for a couple of days. real sorrie.. hmm, had a real busy day todae. had meeting early in the morning at the national library.. n meeting lasted for about 4 hours plus. real tiring.. but glad tat we've done all our proposals le. hees. now gotta start cheoreographing the dance for our artiste orientation programme during january. i've already came out with the starting of the dance.. need to find more music to continue the whole dance. hope tat it turns out well! hmm, the worst thing bout today is tat i ate real little food. ate maggi mee at 5 plus n tat's my brunch. lols.. had headache for like the whole day.. terrible feeling.. oh ya. n i didn't eat dinner either. haha. i'm not going on a diet. juz tat i'm too busy to find time to eat.. met jason at toa payoh at bout 8 plus to watch zathura. nice movie.. hees. had nachos during the movie.. so.. i'll consider tat as my dinner.. hahas. kks.. gtg.. nites, take care! =)

2005-11-22T23:56:00.000+08:00

heys! i'm back to blog! lols.. haven't been blogging for real long.. going to write a short one today.. real tired now. met eunice for lunch this afternoon at long john's.. talked to her bout alot of my stuff.. what i'm going through now n so on.. so confused. haiz. nvm.. i'll solve it on my own.. hahas. supposed to go for audition today by uan.. they looking for singers to record english love songs.. but i juz got to know bout the audition yesterdae then didn't really have the time to choose the song. so i didn't go for it. sad.. nvm, there's always other auditions. hahas. eunice gotta go off at 4pm. so i'm left alone.. but nvm, went down to town to walk walk after tat. hees. very long never go out alone le. kekes. dunno why, i like going out alone.. it's like getting to spend more time with myself.. a form of relaxation.. hahas. due to the rain, i could only shop ard taka n wisma..hmm, went to book kinokuniya.. ok, i dunno how to spell it.. hahas. spent like an hour plus there reading magazines n books. hees. window shopped ard taka after tat n went home. got caught in the rain while i was walking to the bus stop. irritating.. hahas. aniways, gtg.. *i know i can be what i wanna be*

2005-11-15T23:24:00.000+08:00

sians. had school today.. headstart programme thing. can't stand it.. fell asleep for every lesson except for bio. hahas. more than half of the class pontent bio 2dae. lols. real funny.. aniways, met justin after school.. wanted to go watch cello de. but i'm sorta broke recently. so no money.. sobs. aniways.. we went to play in the arcade n went to play pool after tat.. not bad. quite fun.. hees. it was benjamin's birthdae todae. so wanted to meet him for dinner after justin went for his singing lessons at hai die. cool huh.. i also want singing lessons. lols. aniways, happy birthday ben! stay shuai wors! kekes. gotta apologise to him also. made him wait for quite awhile at ps.. cuz i was still finishing my game of pool.. hmm, after meeting him, we went to wisma to shop.. hahas. he's cute lors. he's like thinking whether to get the guess jacket or the armani exchange belt.. then at first, he decided to walk off first n decide bout it some day else. but after we crossed the road, he suddenly told me tat he want to go back n get the guess jacket.. kekes. so we went back. hahas. the jacket looks real nice on him. but the price was very nice too. lols. went to marche to eat dinner. thanks for the meal! kekes. ordered the ham n carrot pasta with cream sauce.. damn full.. hahas. took pics with ben after tat. hees. we were like some zi lian kuang along orchard rd. hahaha. well, ben sent me home after tat n he went down to marina bay for steamboat with his frens. kekes. kks. gtg le.. still have school tmr. somemore gotta go down to uan for meeting. haiz, damn stressed over the 5 proposals. going crazy soon. dun care. tmr then write the proposal.. cuz got all the details le. should be able to write it out within half an hour. bbye! nites!

2005-11-13T22:41:00.000+08:00

let's talk bout wad happened yesterdae first.. well, it's all bout uan. hees.. my act had an urgent meeting.. it's like we're changing the leader n assistant leader.. then my team has to come out with proposals for some events n we needed to book the youth park area for react 2.. quite troublesome actually. stressed. pimples all come out le.. *sobs*.. real tired.. guess i'm falling sick soon.. hmm, we practised our team cheer n song yesterdae.. not bad. then tried to come out with some dance steps.. forgot to do warm up before tat.. having muscle aches now.. damn pain.. very hard walking down the stairs n sitting down.. after meeting, went for dinner with hazel.. then headed home.. as for todae. woke up at ard 7 plus cuz needed to help my mum out at her stall.. tired. hahas. then went to meet kaamun at ard 2 plus.. n went to bugis to walk walk.. after walking, we're supposed to meet ruiming n benjamin at far east. hahas.. both of them are real funny.. especially tat ruiming.. he's very wad lors.. keep on suan me say i short.. it's not as if he's very tall lors.. not even over 1.8m.. hmph! nvm, went to walk in heerens.. then ben gotta leave at ard 7 plus cuz he needed to meet his fren.. so me, ruiming n km went to cine to eat dinner.. kekes.. chat till 9 plus n here i am back home! hahas. gtg.. take care everyone!!

2005-11-11T23:29:00.000+08:00

yes! hahas. i endured through the 2 half hours of maths! kekes. aniways, i failed today's maths test. got 4/12.. hahas. expected de.. cuz didn't noe a thing bout tat chapter.. aniways, i know wad mistakes i made le.. so it's ok.. i won't repeat them again.. well, waited for an hour plus after lessons for shuxian n eunice to end their lessons. hmm, damn funny lors.. when me n km went to the washroom, myron n junyi purposely went to switch off the lights.. so i ran to the boy's toilet n switched off their lights.. we had nth to do actually.. hahas. then when i went to the washroom, the flush was like filled with water.. water kept coming out from the toilet bowl.. gosh.. so scary.. hahas.. anyways, it was alright after awhile.. hmm, went to j8 for lunch after shuxian n eunice ended their lessons.hahas. met up with ruiming n benjamin after tat.. ruiming was seriously full of crap.. kept on suaning km.. then benjamin super quiet..he said tat he was paiseh.. lols. he's real cute lors.. hahas.. funny fella.. n he went to tell us this lame joke bout doraemon n hello kitty.. real dots.. haha.. went to tp central with shuxian after tat cuz she needed to collect sumthing ba. hmm, halfway, km suddenly wanted to cut her hair at far east.. alan's shop.. so i accompanied her.. real long never see alan le. still as shuai as ever.. lols. he's a nice guy to talk to.. then he asked me to drop by often to chat with him.. lols.. he was like imitating ruhua all along. real funny.. hees. going to cut my hair soon.. going to ask him to help me cut.. though it's quite ex.. but nvm, i dun always go cut my hair de.. n i trust alan to cut my hair. well, went home after tat n watched tv n had dinner. kekes. kks, tat's the stuff bout today! hahas. oh ya, i dunno wad to buy for benjamin's bdae present! hahas.. dun like buying presents for guys. so ma fan.. aniways, gtg.. i'll be back!~

2005-11-10T21:39:00.000+08:00

hmm, didn't go to school to attend headstart todae.. didn't feel like. super sian. well, another reason for skipping headstart is tat i went to send hengwan off at the airport todae. eunice went too.. she didn't attend headstart also. hahas. supposed to meet ruiming at 8am de.. but he couldn't wake up.. pig sia. lols. after sending hengwan off, me n eunice went to sinagpore poly to get our breakfast+lunch. hahas.. posed as students there. hees.. went to eat at foodcourt 3.. then went to explore sp ater tat. we stopped at mac n stayed there to chat n sing.. kekes. saw a group of guys at sp wearing somesort of security guard look alike uniform. but i was like thinking impossible tat security guard of sp are so young ma. then found out tat actually they were from the maritime academy de.. hahas. n one guy was quite shuai.. lols..left sp at 2 plus n took the mrt back to toa payoh.. on the way back, me n eunice were both 'sleeping'.. like half asleep half awake lidat.. then somemore it was raining real heavily. so quite good to slp.. hahas, but halfway..i kept thinking bout sumthing.. haiz.. using my hand to support my face when sleeping is real tiring lors. if only............ lols. nvm, shall not talk bout it.. ask me if u want to noe ba, then i'll see whether i wanna tell u anots.. hees.. aniways, reached toa payoh at bout 3 plus,4..had nth to do so went to the arcade for awhile.. haven't stepped inside enter's arcade for like dunno how many years le. didn't like tat place actually.. after tat, me n eunice went to courts to play the piano. then halfway, angel saw me n she came in to call me. hahas, so qiao.. kekes.. hmm, then went home after eating the sushi tat we took away... yup.. tat's all. hahas.. sians. got headstart tmr..somemore got 2 half hours of maths. i feel real depressed whenever i think bout it. haiz. aniways, gtg... cyas!

2005-11-06T19:18:00.000+08:00

hahas, yeah.. i admit once again tat i'm an inconsistent blogger..well, shuxian juz designed a blogskin for me. thanks alot! hmm, let's talk bout stuff tat happened yesterdae first.. went down uan at about 2 plus for my ACT meeting.. real happy, we came out with the storyline at last! hahas, cool.. so we juz gotta work on parts of the script now.. budden i haven even chose a song for the dance yet.. stressed. but nvm, i'm sure i can do it with the rest of the 'dance grp' ppl.. went to watch silithus aop after tat. they were real great! *claps* hope tat we can do as well or even better! kekes. after this, went for fip as usual.. nth much for fip actually.. then went down to east coast to celebrate qiqi's bdae.. so qiao. happened to see zhiyang n his family at the next pit. hahas. k.. let's talk bout 2dae. went to meet up with eunice to take pics to send for the 'best friends 2005' competition organised by teenage mag. then went down to jurong entertainment centre alone to buy stuff worth of $10 to take part in the contest. hope tat our form can reach by 9 nov n hope tat we can get in! hees. went home after tat n here i am blogging.. yups, tat's all.. best of luck to those taking o levels! jiayou!!

2005-11-02T00:20:00.000+08:00

haven't been blogging for soo long le. hahas, aniways.. not much to talk bout today. so let's talk bout yesterdae! hahas. met eunice, jason, heng wan n ruiming to celebrate halloween. but in the end only me n eunice dressed up. looking abit goth lars.. first time trying this. so not very pro n i dun look very scary.. hmm, nvm.. will improve next yr.. went heerens to do the makeup then went to take neoprints. hees.. not bad, enjoyed myself... especially the part when everyone looked at us.. fun! hmm, but time flies very fast.. eunice n her sis gotta go back le.. so it's like left with me, hengwan, rm n jason.. but we still had programmes after tat.. hahas, went to pub to have a halloween party at newsroom bar. gosh, my first time going clubbing.. waited a long time b4 getting in.. afraid tat i would't be able to get in at first cuz got no ic.. but in the end, they didn't even check me.. hmm, actually clubbing isn't very fun actually.. hahas, juz dance n drink.. nth much.. n it was sooo packed yesterdae! no space to dance at all! it's like squeezing rather than dancing.. wad the.. nvm, so me n rm went to get our drinks first.. we sorta rested for awhile, drinking at the same time b4 returning to the dance floor.. suddenly, there was a fight.. not sure wad happened.. but i wasn't kpo to find out wad happened.. juz ignored everything.. hmm, well.. went home at 3 plus.. nth much..

2005-10-23T01:38:00.000+08:00

hees, basically, my whole day is revolved ard uan. kekes.. went down to uan at 3 for aop.. real great! then went for act audition.. did acting, singing n dancing.. we had to come out with a skit within 15 mins n act out later on. then we'll be given a role n we have to act on the spot.. real cool.. i was paired up with a guy n we were supposed to act as a couple where my boyfren was late for our date.. hahas. real fun... went for fashion programme at 5.30 after tat.. thought tat they had ended already. luckily they didn't.. did catwalk for a few times.. dunno why, i tend to move one arm but not the other when i'm walking.. so it's quite weird.. nvm, will improve on it! hmm, went for dinner with uan artistes after tat.. before going for dinner, we were hanging out at the avalon.. lent andrew n eliza lotion to remove their eye makeup.. then adler was like saying they would use up all the lotion since i brought it.. hahas, then he said he'll use up all of it if i bring it again.. lols. damn crappy.. hmm, decided to go far east n eat after tat.. went with anne, amanda, cm, randall, serene n so on... went there n ate BK.. all thanks to cm.. there was BK at cine also.. didn't have to go all the way to far east actually.. hahas.. leon joined us after tat. randell was real crappy.. he went to mess up the bbq sauce n said tat i was the one who did it.. crap! hahas, nvm... cm was like saying tat i was very quiet.. maybe it's cuz i'm thinking of the ACT stuff ba.. got myself into abit of trouble. lols.. nvm, will settle it on my own.. after tat, it was only left with me, anne, amanda, randell n leon.. so we went to mos burger to chat till 11 plus.. took cab with randell n leon after tat.. n reached home at 12 plus.. had a fun day!

Friday, 21 october.

weee!~ hahas, went jurong swimming complex with km n eunice today!! real fun!! kekes.. didn't really know how to get there in the 1st place actually.. stopped at jurong east instead of chinese garden.. hahas, but we got there eventually.. ticket's only 80 cents!! cheap rite? then rental of floats only $2.. the uncle whom i rent the float from was damn crappy.. i have a mole on my left arm ma.. then he was like saying tat it was a mosquito.. hahas.. nvm, i can take jokes! kekes. kept on playing the red slide.. very very fun!!! was like shouting inside the slide.. kekes.. purposely de.. then tried the yellow slide for once n didn't want to try it again.. the speed was real fast.. knocked my head while i was in the slide.. pain!! hmm, played the lazy river for alot of times.. kekes.. loved it! then went to the wave pool also.. hahas.. then went to the massage pool to chat n relax.. oh ya, there was one part which i loved about the swimming complex.. hmm, got one lifeguard very shuai! hahas, we were like noticing him all along.. keke.. he has eyes tat can dian people.. not bad. hahas, looks real cool especially when he's wearing his sunglasses.. lols.. well, basically i loved todae!! went to town alone after swimming.. cuz needa buy some accessories.. hmm, was like thinking of uan stuff on the way to far east.. then happened to meet eunice from uan on the way.. kekes.. then we talked for awhile.. hahas, guess i'm real into uan now.. kekes. n tat's gd! hees.. went back home after buying the necklace.. oh ya, i bought a mascara too.. its 2 in 1... got base coat n the main mascara.. from silkygirl.. n it's quite cheap compared to other mascaras.. 10.90 only.. not bad.. doesn't cause itchiness.. hmm, k.. gtg.. bye!

2005-10-17T02:29:00.000+08:00

it's been raining the whole dae todae... if this goes on for days or weeks.. i think singapore will be flooded.. hope this doesn't happens. hmms, went k box with km n hengwan today using the $50 voucher tat we had.. gosh, it was real ex. it would be $65 for 3 of us if we didn't have the voucher.. so after using it, each of us still had to pay ard $5... but it was quite fun actually. sang quite alot of songs n listened to heng wan's concert! hahas, he'll be my idol soon.. lols! he sings real well.. especially the song 'duan dian'.. next year can go join jue dui superstar together le.. hees. me n km were like treating the k box room as our 'playgrd'.. sorta climbing up the seats to the empty space n lying there not wanting to get off.. kekes.. then we acted as crazy fans of hengwan.. shouting encore all along.. hees, hengwan left at ard 6 then me n km sang till about 7 plus.. i turned very lame after tat.. kept choosing those old songs n hokkien songs.. hahas.. well, tat's all for todae actually.. hees, gtg.. bbye!

2005-10-16T02:30:00.000+08:00

enjoyed uan's fashion programme todae! kekes. though most of dissapointed sally n adler (not sure how to spell his name) with what we wore todae.. cuz they think tat it's too normal.. like what every typical singaporean will wear.. then as for me, they said tat i look like a small gal.. hahas.. then adler liked what i wore for the top, n sally liked what i wore for the bottom.. hahas, then the others said tat they might as well disect me n each get a portion.. lols! damn crap lors. kekes.. then after tat, went for dinner n shopping with fei er, anne, amanda, adeline n lydia... me,fei er n adeline went to eat at cine foodcourt to eat while others went to sakae.. we didn't wanna go cuz we dun feel like eating jap food.. hmm, met up with each other at heerens after tat n went wisma to shop.. hahas, real happy.. cuz it's like i got to know them better! hees. well, reached home at bout 10 plus.. n i'm real tired! cuz it's like i slept at 3 plus,4 like tat yesterdae... hmm, well it's getting late. gtg!

Friday, 14 oct.

Happy bdae eunice!! yea! last day of exams le! hahas, but can't go back home straight after sch.. cuz sec3s gotta stay for the graduation ceremony.. hmms, went sentosa after tat.. luckily it wasn't raining when we were at sentosa.. damn funny sia.. only me, eunice, km, km's bro n zixuan went.. very little ppl but real fun! me, km n eunice were like talking n taking pics all along.. kekes.. but real irritating sia... i kept on getting leg cramps.. then km went to ask the lifeguard down to help me.. sooo paiseh! the lifeguard couldn't help much also.. cuz mine was cramp at the toes area.. then there only can massage.. so he helped me to massage for awhile.. but i was like it's ok.. i can do it on my own.. really very gan ga.. hahas... nvm.. hmm, but weird sia.. km's shirt n eunice's sandals were missing.. probably there was a pervert ard or sumthing.. go ard stealing stuff.. well, went to eat dinner at bishan after tat n went home. hees =)

2005-10-13T13:39:00.000+08:00

hmm, juz took fnn paper earlier in the morning.. got no confidence for section a n b... haiz, hope tat i can score in structured essay ba.. really hope tat i can do well for fnn paper.. it's like the first time tat i studied for a paper for soooo long.. till i get headaches n stuff (like what happened during mid-yr. study till got fever.. hahas. ) nvm, the paper is over aniways.. left with one more paper tmr n tat's poa paper 1.. guess i'll just write 1234 on my eraser n treat it as a dice n throw in tmr's paper.. hahas.. =) k.. nth much bout today actually.. came home straight after exam cuz got nth to do.. then came online straight after eating..btw, i'll probably be heading to the beach after school tmr. anyone wanna join me? hees... gtg, maybe i'll be back at nite later.. cyas!!

Wednesday, 12 oct.

chemistry paper 2dae. hmm, got confidence.. hopefully can get at least an A2.. kekes. exam time real boring.. got nth to do.. went home after eating lunch with km n shuxian... then studied for fnn paper from 4-12... guess i'm mad.. hahas.

Tuesday, 11 oct.

geog paper today.. nth much actually.. didn't really know how to do today's paper.. haiz, first time in my life tat i've no confidence in geog paper.. well, it's over.. think so much also no use.. hmms, after school was great.. hahas.. after eating lunch with eunice, we went to town to walk walk.. destress abit.. hahas. we were real cute.. both us tied two plaids (dunno how to spell) n walked ard town.. got a few ladies thought tat we were international school students.. kekes. but got a grp of jc gals gave real sacarstic remarks like 'gosh, how would someone dare to come out with these kinda hairstyle'.. i was like thinking.. wad the.. pls lor... not everyone can tie these kinda hairstyles n at the same time looking so cute. n it's cute but not act cute (sorry, a bit bhb.. hahas).. nvm, who cares about their remarks.. hmmm, after tat, went home n became a good gal to study for chem.. kekes.

Monday, 10 oct.

Happy birthday shuxian! hmm, had maths paper 2 today... still alright.. but dunno whether will fail anots. hope not.. after tat, went to shuxian's hse to help her celebrate.. ate birthdae cake.. real big slice.. hees.. went home after tat n went back to shuxian's hse again cuz she asked me n km to go for dinner.. gosh, dinner was great.. but they kept on adding rice to my plate! after one plate, i was already real full! budden shuxian's nainai n mum insisted tat i should eat more.. i said it was alright.. but they already added another plate of rice.. haiz, so i gotta eat 2 plates.. i'm like stuffing all the food down.. there's like no space in my tummy le.. then km still say tat i want more rice.. trying to hai me sia... when i was eating the 2nd plate, i almost vomitted.. but luckily i didn't.. eh, went back home at ard 10 plus n ended up not learning geog for tmr's paper.. hahas.

2005-10-09T03:13:00.000+08:00

weee!~ hahas, finally got a chance to relax myself in the midst of exams! hmms, went to uan in the afternoon for fashion programme... when i reached there, the avalon was so empty n only sabrina n don were there.. so i asked sab whether when will the programme start.. n she told me they're having aop now n asked don to bring me up to the theaterette (btw, don is the ah liang in the channel 8 show 'shui jia mu ji bu sheng dan').. hmms, went to fashion programme after tat.. kekes, today's session was great! got to interact with the members further.. yups, tat's good =) after tat, went down to the theaterette again to know more about artiste creation team.. it's where 10-12 artistes come 2gether as a group to organise events for new artistes n to put up performances.. after tat, saw the ppl tat attended fashion programme.. sally went to tell me tat she'll bring me to see another team next week before i make my decision to join any team. tat's nice of her =).. hees, then they asked me whether i wanna go for dinner at subway with them.. hmms, but i can't. cuz gotta go marina bay for steamboat to celebrate shuxian's bdae.. hahas, then randall n chester were like saying u wear like tat go steamboat later confirm perspire alot de... lols.. ya, i did perspire alot.. hees.. steamboat was fun... ate alot! hahas, then went to play pool after eating.. wasn't really good at it though =P hahas, had a real tired day... n worst still, i was wearing heels.. gosh.. worn heels for such a long time.. feet aching from juz now till now le.. hmm, but still gotta wear heels for fashion programme most of the time.. but i dun really have heels.. so going to save money n buy somemore heels.. kekes.. =).. basically, i love today! hahas... cuz it's like i'm not tat 'stranger' to uan le.. starting to feel more n more sense of belonging to it.. great! oh ya, n they have a halloween party on 31st oct!! i'm going to ask eunice to go! hees, confirm real fun de =P.. hmm, n steamboat was really great! felt very relaxed.. hahas, n i had a great time 'quarrelling' with ruiming.. hees, damn funny.. well, it's real late already. gtg!

2005-10-07T18:21:00.000+08:00

yeah! hahas, exams are only left with a week! hmm, once monday's paper is over, i'll really feel very relaxed.. cuz maths is over! kekes.. well, didn't blog for this whole week cuz i was studying for exams n was too tired to come online.. hmm, nth much happened during this week actually.. it's all bout exams basically.. went to bugis with km juz now.. she bought a skirt,a top n a really cute wallet.. hahas.. then we went to j8 after tat n she bought a bag (similar to mine. ^5), necklace n ear studs.. real cute ones... went home after tat n here i am blogging.. kekes.. waiting for tmr.. going to eat steamboat to celebrate shuxian's early bdae.. confirm veri fun with sooo many ppl ard de.. before going to steamboat, i'm gonna go down to uan for posh inc first... it's the 3rd week of posh inc. already n everything's going well! love the ppl at uan.. all very friendly =)).. hope tat i can mix more with them so tat i won't feel so odd one out next time!

2005-09-29T17:16:00.000+08:00

[xiao yuan superstar 2005] I won 3rd for solo!

2005-09-26T18:12:00.000+08:00

Monday, 26 September

well, everything's the same todae.. normal school stuff.. nth interesting.. except tat I had 5 tests todae! gosh, tat's alot to study.. almost went crazy. lols.. hmm, all along, i thought tat i had brought my calculator for poa test.. but when i checked my bag to take it out for poa test... i was like 'wad the!' i didn't bring it!! help! n there's noone who can lend me a calculator.. haiz, no choice.. gotta use mental sums... luckily it was on depreciation todae.. so rather easy to calculate.. luckily it wasn't some balance sheet test or sumthing.. or not i'm really DEAD! hahas.. nth much.. gtg.. cyas!

Saturday, 24 September

Hmm, went down to uan todae for artist orientation programme.. when i reached uan, i asked eunice (one of uan's artiste) whether where are we supposed to meet.. n she told me tat orientation programme ended long ago n it started at 4! argh.. but the website did say it started at 4.45.. wth.. made me sooon paiseh.. nvm, they took me up to the dance studio cuz they were having some fashion n makeup course now.. so i went up n joined them.. hmm, not bad.. gotta start this course next sat.. hahas, looking forward to it.. we needa wear either black or white n bring foundation n blusher.. yup, n this time round. i got the correct time.. starts at 4 n we're supposed to meet at the dance studio.. nth better go wrong this time.. or not i'll be damn paiseh again.. hmm, n i hope to ti know more ppl during this course.. or not i'll be soo lonely.. cuz it's like some others came with their frens whle i came alone cuz none of my frens are uan artistes.. so i needa mix more with them.. or not ppl will think tat i'm anti-social...

Friday, 23 September

OMG!! it's the xiao yuan superstar competition today! help!! n my voice is like as if i'm having a sore throat or sumthing.. very nan ting.. luckily it all got better when i went to report at beatty sec.. hmm, sololists competitors very qiang!! thought tat i wouldn't be able to win top3 at first.. n it's like while we were doing sound check, my frens said tat they couldn't even hear me at all! gosh, afraid tat this would happen during competition.. luckily everything went well when it was my turn to sing.. real fun experience! hees.. junyang n sin huey went to be judges n guests! kekes, junyang very cute!! hahas.. the students were really crazy over him.. some almost fainted when they shook junyang's hand.. damn kua zhang.. hmm, luckily i'm not one of those fans.. hahas... in the end, i won 3rd in position! kekes... despite my sore throat n wrong choice of song, i still managed to get 3rd! hahas, real happy.. cuz i got the 1st trophy in my life! lols... i'm not good in sports, so i can't get any sports related trophy. then as for academic, although i'm quite good.. but it's all certificates that i get.. hahas, the trophy is real nice.. made of those crystal like material... like the star awards de.. damn happy!! yeah!!

2005-09-17T01:13:00.000+08:00

argh! i'm seriously getting very sick of school.. it's like it's only the 1st week since school reopened.. but i'm dragging myself to school everyday, hoping tat i dun have to go to school.. it's getting real boring.. N tiring!.. school hours are simply TOO LONG! haiz.. exams are coming soon but it doesn't seem like i have the mood to study.. wadever.. as usual, i'll study one day before the exam. hees.. well, nth much happened during this week actually.. but wanna share with all of u bout some things that mr goh shared to the class..

Thoughts oF the Week
- We do not win by strength, but we win through perserverance.
- Destiny is not a matter of chance, it is a matter of choice. It's not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved.

2005-09-11T00:40:00.000+08:00

[Princesses for 1 minute. Lols!]

[me and kaamun] *9.9.2005*

2005-09-11T00:25:00.000+08:00

Will talk about what happened yesterday first.. hees, met km at 4pm n we went down to cine after tat.. took neoprint. kekes, real nice.. will post it up later.. went for the garage concert after tat. it was real cool! the performance was wonderful! hees.. n they had a few games for audience to get involved.. n one of them was beatboxing. wad the.. the frens tat i juz got to know not long ago, together with km, all saboed me on stage!! help! it's beat boxing not dancing or singing.. i seriously dunno a thing bout tat.. but nvm, still went on stage.. hahas.. didn't really did it well but i was the only female contestant n i managed to come out with some of the beats! hees. after tat was the dance n drama performance. it was great!! all of them danced real well! yups, n the message that they were trying to send is 'let god be your saviour' he'll accept you for who u are. =] hmms, n i gotta mention sumthing.. jason was sooo dao! heys, if u ever get to see this, remember to smile more ok?? u seem so scary! hahas! aniways, had a fun time at the garage concert yesterdae nite!
hmms, will talk about 2dae now. met shuxian at 9.45 to help her makeup for the xiaohua xiaocao competition. hees, last yr is me, this yr is her.. somemore she also 3rd issue. kekes.. the xiaocao not bad, quite gd looking.. hahas.. n he's very tall.. 178 if i never remember wrongly. the whole photo shoot was not bad.. kekes, prepared to see her for the following week's paper. hees.. went home after tat n started rushing for my hw.. well, i'm only left with one chi compo n i'm done! will do tat tmr! hahas.. k, gtg.. sorta sleepy already.. take care everyone!!

2005-09-04T12:07:00.000+08:00

so sorry that i didn't blog for days again.. sorta busy with school work actually.. getting very tired everyday after school.. so didn't came online to tire myself even more.. hees.. well, nth mch happened today.. real boring day.. by right, i should feel happy tat i'm having a holiday now.. but i felt rather bored actually.. maybe it's cuz tat km's at mt. ophir now n it seems like noone can really go out with me.. hahas.. but i wouldn't wish tat i'm in shool now cuz it would be worse! gotta be home alone today again.. noone's coming back home 2dae.. sorta used to it already.. juz a little lonely.. hahas.. woke up at bout 12pm today, went to tp central to buy long john's treasure meal for brunch at bout 4.. tat's quite late.. then spent most of the time online in the evening.. went to ntuc to buy pasta sauce cuz i decided to cook myself dinner.. hees.. ended up eating my dinner at bout 10 cuz i reached home at bout 9 plus after buying the sauce.. well, the pasta turned out quite okay.. hees.. it's edible.. hahas.. quite nice actually.. lols.. after tat, went to watch tv n here i am typing this.. basically, it's a very lonely day for me.. hardly even opened my mouth to utter sumthing... n i'm sooo not used to it.. i'm quite well known as a talkative person.. hahas.. so it felt terrible bout not talking in a day... only heard my voice while singing for a few times n when i talked to mum on the fone for 1 min plus n when i talked to my fren for bout 5 mins.. imagine how terrible i felt.. hahas.. k.. gtg already. needa go to school for hols lessons at 8am.. cyas!

2005-08-27T01:20:00.000+08:00

well, it's quite a good day today.. hees.. decided not to think too much bout the ms chin stuff.. it's not worth it getting angry cuz of this sickening fella.. hmms, went down to uan for my artiste diagnostic session juz now.. supposed to sing one song and act out a scene on the spot according to the script they gave me.. was a lil' nervous at first.. hahas.. my examiner, paul was from england and he sings really well.. deep voice, great tone! quite stressed when i heard him sing.. kekes. but it was alright during the whole "test" i sang gu dan lv xing by he yao shan n straight after my song end, paul was like "you have an excellent voice" hahas.. felt damn happy.. he also said tat i had lotsa experiences in performing arts for a 14+ gal.. hees. he gave me comments like i had good breathing control, able to reach high notes, but i should start the song on a lower pitch so tat the song can have a suitable climax, and one most important thing that i have to take note of is in certain parts of my singing, i tend to sound a lil more choir style, than solo style.. so i gotta work extra hard on that. he also said tat i have a great voice for recording an album. hees.. really felt like flying then.. hahas. but i musn't be contented juz because of good comments.. i still have a long way to go.. then for the acting part, he said that i was quite good in acting n he loved the tone that i was acting out my lines.. hahas. once again, i suddenly have wings.. hees... basically, he said tat i was great.. hahas. after that, paul went to talk to my manager, sabrina about the results and she was very pleased too.. n they suggested that i should go to "the next stage academy" to attend professional training courses.. it costs about 100 per mth n the whole thing lasts for 6 months which means tat i gotta pay $600..haiz, as stated from my msn nick.. i have talents, but i dun have the financial ability to invest in it.. i dun come from a well to do family.. but nvm, nth's gonna hold me back.. i plan to wait another 6 mths, until this batch of training is over, then join it next yr.. in this way, i'll have time to find a job n start saving for my course fees! hees.. tat's the best solution tat i can think from now.. anyway, let's not talk bout my uan stuff already.. later i go on n on n on till all of u fall asleep.. hmms, after uan.. i went to shop ard at cine with eunice after tat, n eunice saw the superstar contestants.. weicong, sebastian n derrick.. n she told me to look behind n dun scream.. hahas. when i looked behind, i only saw weicong n i said scream for wad? i dun really support him.. after tat, eunice told me tat sebast n derrick were there too!! hmph.. had i known, i should have looked a little lower (eye level thing).. cuz weicong's like 180cm, whereas sebast n derrick are ard 165.. no wonder.. hahas.. aniways, gtg.. dun wanna become a panda le.. cyas!

2005-08-25T00:50:00.000+08:00

ok... i'm totally pissed off with her and her attitude.. for those who don't know who she is, she's my choir teacher, Miss Chin... she's seriously getting on my nerves.. once she stepped into the music room, before she even uttered a word about choir.. she caught me for my second ear stud.. i know that it was my fault to wear more than a pair of ear studs.. but this wasn't the point.. i apologised n took of my ear stud.. before i even did that, she said that she'll refer me to mr goh (dm) and let mr goh deal with me.. n she added on "prefect somemore, what kind of prefect are u.. not even fit to be one." I beared with this and kept quiet.. didn't want to stir things up.. oh ya, gotta tell all of ya bout sumthing first before i can go to the next part.. we are going to have a performance this coming sat at 8.30pm.. but we gotta report at 5.30.. since i gotta work from about 3-7, i couldn't arrive earlier so i told ms chin tat i would try my best to get leave on that day.. however, i couldn't get a leave.. my boss only allowed me to leave earlier.. ok, back to what happened.. miss chin was briefing all choir members bout the performance this sat.. halfway, she asked me n eunice whether could we take the leave.. n i said we can't.. we could only reach the performance ground at 6.30 earliest. she sounded damn frustrated when she heard this... n she sorta shouted "if i were mean, it's either u go to the performance or you dun go!" I was already flaring inside and i suddenly said "i'm sorry, but we have to work." in a normal tone.. she totally screamed at me infront of all choir members n my instuructor! how unreasonable can she be?! she scolded me tat i was rude and i'm not showing her respect at all! after that, she asked me out to have a talk with me... During the talk, she said tat school stuff has a priority over EVERYTHING, and i muz take note tat i'm a full-time student n not a dull-time worker. she also said tat if it was mr goh or anba who was handling this case, they would agree with her point.. (wth.. they wouldn't.. they understand what i'm going through n they're much better than u).. she also said that my attitude totally pissed her off juz now.. argh!! it was her attitude tat pissed me off! hmm, but although she said so much stuff, i didn't bother to reply her a single thing.. cuz if i replied, i'll be replying in a pissed off tone n it would be my fault then.. so i juz looked at her n didn't do anything.. n walked away after she had finished everything.. UNREASONABLE TEACHER!

2005-08-22T21:26:00.000+08:00

i'm seriously getting sick and tired of all these stuff.. i mean school stuff.. seriously hate it! argh!!! it's like we're studying from 6am till 6pm.. wad is this? i wake up at 6 plus am normally n i reach home at 6 plus pm.. lessons end at 3.30pm everyday n cca starts straight after that all the way till 6pm.. i'm seriously going to get crazy soon if this continues.. glad that i didn't go school todae.. or not i guess i'll go bonkers or sumthing.. it's been confirmed that i have low blood pressure le.. always feeling faint whenever i walk for a distance or sumthing.. it's like sometimes when i'm on the streets, i'll suddenly feel faint n i gotta stop for a moment before i can continue walking.. haiz. went to see the doctor juz now n he gave me antibiotics for my eye sore, some cough n flu medicine n tablets for my allergy. hmms, nth much today actually.. just that i found out that i've lotsa work to do today.. so i'm going to be like half-dead tmr.. filled with lotsa work.. whatever.. i'm so sick of everything.. n the stupid prefectorial board.. i'm having recess duty again.. which means tat ppl can start eating at 10.45, while i eat at 11.15 for 10 mins only.. what is this?! hello?? i have gastric probs n i needa eat regularly since i've low blood.. argh!~ forget it.. getting more n more pissed as i type.. shall stop here.. thanks for listening to my probs. chill out ppl~

2005-08-20T00:15:00.000+08:00

well, nth much had happened lately these few days.. so i'm not going to talk bout it.. let's talk bout todae then. hees... as usual, woke up in the morning n began my normal routine.. urgh.. school again. *how i wish tat i don't have to go school* hmms, finally english lessons weren't tat boring todae.. we did practice for our oral exam n time seemed to fly by much faster than i expected it to be.. kekes. during poa, mr goh caned kai jun n desmond..haiz, y wun they juz change.. it seems like they're improving.. but sumtimes, it still seems like they are still like before.. feel veri worried for them actually.. wonder how can they survive after secondary education.. with these type of attitude, they'll get nowhere in life. kks, let's not talk bout the subjects le.. so sians.. had a trial run for my chinese sppech competition after school.. omigosh.. i was like soo nervous.. kept on stopping in between the speech cuz i forgot wad to say.. n the competition is like tmr 9am. help!! i can't make a fool outta myself on stage.. i muz do my best de! hees.. after the trial run, i had my napfa 2.4 run.. n i passed! hahas.. but it was seriously damn tiring.. almost vomitted n fainted halfway.. felt real terrible. aniways, thanks eunice.. hees, thanks for running with me! hmm, luckily u motivated me to run during some parts.. or else i might juz fail by a few seconds.. waited for km they all to get released from their ccas after tat.. unfortunately, they lost the ava room key n they had to look for it.. resulting in me n shuxian staying in sch till 8 plus.. everywhere was like sooo dark.. once they gave up on finding the key, me, joel, jason, km, shuxian n zixuan went to have a mini nite walk ard the school on the first floor.. really quite sppoky sia.. cuz it was like soo dark.. went to eat dinner after tat n reached home at about 10.. aniways, i gtg already.. needa prepare abit for my speech competition tmr.. all the best to myself! hees..